Feelings

02

I woke up to John's alarm blaring one of his own songs...typical John. He would've let me sleep for a few more minutes but I decided to take my time getting ready. I picked out a flowy grey tank top with a mint green cover up, some white shorts that reached my mid thigh, and some mint green converse to tie it all together. I next worked on my hair, I decided to curl it with my straightening iron because it gives my hair a relaxed look. I started on my make up, I applied foundation and concealer, mascara, and some light pink lip gloss. I looked in the mirror content with my appearance today. John was still in bed so I scrolled through Twitter and Instagram until he finally decided to get ready. I was a bit hungry so I grabbed a granola bar and a bottle of water. Once John was ready I brushed my teeth and sprayed perfume to finish of my look.

"Did you get all dolled up for those boys Caity?"

John has been bugging me about it ever since my mom brought them up, I rolled my eyes,

"Oh yeah John, I only came here with you to meet and impress some boys."

I said this in a joking manner but I knew this definitely helped my decision to come along with John and his band. John just gave me a look and we walked out of the room making our way to the elevator. We were on the 5th floor in room 527, and apparently 5sos was a floor below us in room 488. I suddenly got very nervous, what if I say something stupid? What if they don't like me? What if they think I'm too ugly for them? Stop thinking Caitlyn...stop it. The elevator ride went extremely fast and I was over thinking as it descended a short floor, John noticed how nervous I was getting,

"Don't be nervous, just be yourself."

John was trying to help, but it didn't really make me feel better. I honestly don't know why I tried getting ready, they won't like me anyways. I pretended his words helped much more than they did,

"You're right John, thank you. I'll just be myself."

I smiled at him and he fist pumped me. I'm starting to wonder if this is a good idea, they're going think I'm stupid for trying. Can a famous boy like such an average ordinary girl? I guess we'll have to see. We made our way to the boys room and John knocked, I heard footsteps and made sure I was hidden behind John as Michael Clifford opened the door and we entered the room. All the boys looked at me and John stepped to the side, I felt my face turn the color of a tomato and I feared they might be judging me. This outfit wasn't the right choice, I knew it. John spoke after a moment of silence,

"Boys, this is my step-daughter, Caitlyn."

I gave them a small smile as I looked at each boy, Michael's red hair makes him stand out, but I like it, and his green eyes locked with mine for a moment. Luke's blonde hair suits him so well and his blue eyes pop, when we made eye contact he gave me a tiny smile and I returned the favor, with an accidental blush. Then, I saw Calum with his tan skin and brown hair, his chocolate brown eyes made me forget where I was for a moment, I could be lost in his eyes forever. He has the cutest face I've ever seen and yet he also manages to be sexy. I know I'm staring but I honestly can't help it, atleast he's staring back with just as much content into my brown eyes. It seemed as if we had an entire conversation with just our eyes and before I decided to break the eye contact he showed me the cutest smile I'd ever seen. I looked over at Ashton with his cute messy brown hair and hazel eyes giving him a slight smile as well. I looked back to Calum, who was already looking at me and decided that not falling for one of these Aussie lads is going to be very difficult now. All the boys started to talk and catch up with John, but Calum stayed quiet, occasionally glancing at me. When our eyes would meet, he would look away as if I didn't see him. I smiled once at him, he smiled back and made his way over to me, I started to get butterflies in my stomach. He looked extremely nervous but tried to start a conversation,