My brother Gerard Way

If you stay

    Since Gerard got out of the hospital we haven't been able to play any shows which is sad. All those fans who bought tickets and expected to see the concert. I have to go tell them something.
I rush outside and onto the stage and announce what happened to Gee.
Someone from the crowd shouts
"Everyone lets scream so loud so Gerard can hear us. On the count of three say, get better soon Gerard."
"One."
"Two."
"Three."
"GET BETTER SOON GERARD!!!"
I ran off the stage to see if Gee heard it. I got to the bus and slung the door open.
"Gerard did you hear them?"
"Yeah, that's amazing. Y'know what here throw free merch into the crowd as a thanks from me."
"Ok."
I run back to the crowd and throw the shirts into the crowd. They all look so excited and happy, Gee has a great fan base.

Later in the evening, Gee said "mom wants you back at home as soon as the tour ends." So she can ground me for a very long time. I really don't wanna live with her anymore, I don't know how to convince her. I burst into tears and ran into the closet so no one can see me.

GERARD's POV

I saw Cattlyn run into the closet, so I followed her. I stood outside the closet and knocked asking to come in. She opened the door and jumped to give me a hug.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"I-I don't wanna l-leave."

"Huh? Your not gonna leave."

"Mom's g-gonna take me w-when tour e-ends."

"We can work something out and you can live with me and Frank. Someway. Somehow."

She started to calm down so I put her in her bunk and she whispered "stay Gee."
So I climbed into her bunk and laid down next to her.

I woke up and Catie was gone. So I got up and looked around and still couldn't find her. I opened the closet door to find her on the floor with blades being dragged across her skin.

"NO MY LITTLE CATTLYN!" I yelled so loud it startled her and she started to cry.
"I didn't mean to scare you Catie. Just tell me why you are doing this?" I asked while I sat down to pull her into a hug. "Please tell me, I can help you I promise."

She then says "I hate myself If I stayed home I wouldn't have gotten you into prison. I wouldn't have made mom so made at us. And I made you so mad and I made Mikey worry. I hate myself. I hate myself and I'm so ugly."

"Catie, no don't say that you are beautiful. The most beautiful person in the world even more beautiful than Frank. And I love you so so much lots and lots waaaayyyyy too much. You didn't do any of that, blame mom for being so hard on you."

"Gee?" She asked

"Yeah"

"I'm sorry for everything I did."

"You didn't do anything, just go back to sleep and promise just promise you won't take a blade to your skin again." I replied

"I promise Gee."