Song Journal (A.K.A Recommendations lol)

Song 1: 2 Kids

A/N: the lyrics i got for all songs are from genius so i'm sorry if it's a bit inaccurate

By: Taemin :))

Verse 1:
Even if it hurts whenever you breathe in
Leave me alone, let me be alone
Just to miss you even in regret
Leave me alone

Pre-Chorus:
Not knowing it was our last
To the end I tried to argue with you
When looking back, it was nothing
Why couldn’t I put my ego aside?

Chorus:
We were just 2 kids, too young and dumb
Young, dumb and clumsy hearts
Hold them tight on that particularly sad day
You and I, you and I
Wishing you would hold me but I pushed you
Saying the words “I’m sorry” was Uhm
2 kids, too young and dumb
If I endured everything, would it be different?
You and I

Verse 2:
For everything that hasn’t worked out as I wished
I deeply carve them as the reasons for the breakup
We were in a loop of arguing and regretting like crazy
Sometimes I recall those bygone days

Pre-Chorus:
A breakup that couldn't get any worse
But I think it was beautiful in the beginning
All the scars and traces you left on me
They were love, and stil are now

Chorus:
We were just 2 kids, too young and dumb
Young, dumb and clumsy hearts
Hold them tight on that particularly sad day
You and I, you and I
Wishing you would hold me but I pushed you
Saying the words “I’m sorry” was Uhm
2 kids, too young and dumb
If I endured everything, would it be different?
You and I

Refrain:
We were just too
We were just too young and
We were just too young and dumb
We were just too young and dumb

Bridge:
I kiss every memory one by one
We were just too young and dumb
Just too young and dumb

Chorus:
We were just 2 kids, too young and dumb
Young, dumb and clumsy hearts
Hold them tight on that particularly sad day
You and I, you and I
Wishing you would hold me but I pushed you
Saying the words “I’m sorry” was Uhm
2 kids, too young and dumb
If I endured everything, would it be different?
You and I

Backstory: (skip if u want)
I did not have a boyfriend before, however I had this close guy friend that I would talk to almost everyday. We were so close that I went to his house almost every week and go to his birthday parties. But when we started drifting I didn't do anything thinking he would do something, he didn't. So I pushed him away cause if you don't make and effort neither will I so yeah. But looking back, I don't regret anything cause those were good memories. I think its about learning how to let go. I hope whoever is reading this, if you know you need to let go of something or someone, let them go. If you're truly meant to have something or be with someone, they'd fimd their way back to you :))