Falling In-love with a freak

Chapter 9

"look, I read all the newspapers about you. You was famous at the age of 14 didn't you think I wouldn't notice you?" He continued to speak. Staring into his eyes "no one notice me anymore or if they do they don't say anything" I say putting my head down. Sitting on the bed I start to cry. The tears escaped my eyes. He kneeled down In front of me. Gazing into my eyes "hey, hey doll face. I know what happened 2 weeks ago, it was In the newspapers. and I know you have been hiding away since the unthinkable happened to you-" "I..it was in the newspapers" I choke on the words looking at searching in his eyes looking for answers. "yeah, that evil man was found dead. The police will start looking for you for answers." He put his hands on my arms making me stare into his eyes again. Why is he doing this to me? "I have 3 months to go to the police. I mean that's how long sperm can stay in side of me. But not yet I'm not ready yet" I put my head into my hands and cried softly. "He took my dignity Jimmy, he took my pride. My mom would turn in her grave to see the bitch I have become. Why couldn't I stop them? They all watched and stared. Touching them selfs like animals" I sobbed into my hands. Why am I telling him this. "Head up doll face, there ain't nothing you can do about it now. Come on get your mind of it. I'll help you unpack." He said while standing up. Reaching out his hand for me to grab it. I started whipping away my tears. I opened my suitcase. I started holding up my Italian gypsy belly dancing outfit. I had 4 of them. I made them all my self but this one is my favourite. It was a dark pink showing off my skin. It was like a bra and a skirt with beads all over it making a rattling noise when ever I moved it. Elsa walked in the tent "ah Maria, that's beautiful. I saw you wear that when I came and saw you in the show. Dancing and singing. Oh how beautiful you looked" wait is she actually being nice to me? "Thank you Miss Mars, I'm glade you got to see me before I gave it all up." I say with a massive smile on my face. " Anyway Maria the boys are going to put the dressing table there (pointing to the place next to the wardrobe) "and Maria you will put all your makeup in the draws. And then Dell will bring in a box that everyone has under there bed where you will put everything else. like toothpaste, personal belongings stuff like that " and finishing with that she walled away with a sly look on her face still. Oh how I would love to slap that look of her face.