kilig · taegyu (hiatus)

chapter 4

2 hours went by. Taehyun and Beomgyu had finished. It took a while but they got told by a few people that they did well. Everything went by smoothly. Beomgyu was surprised at how good the younger was. He was new to almost everything and yet he seemed so experienced. Beomgyu was never this good at modeling when he first started. 

"Is there anything he isn't good at?" Beomgyu said to himself. He barely knows the younger and yet he admires him a lot. he was almost perfect.

Maybe Beomgyu wasn't exactly correct. Taehyun would never say the same thing about himself.

Taehyun left before Beomgyu did and so Beomgyu didn't bother staying since there was nothing more to do. So Beomgyu left.

Taehyun arrived at his house. More known as his mother's house. He lived there most of his life and yet every time he would arrive home, he would dread being there.

Why? He never had the best relationship with his mother. His father was never around so that didn't make a difference. Ever since he 12, when he started to mature and his beauty started to show is when his mom forced him into modeling. He never joined a modeling agency since his mom very talented at what she did. So he was taught by his own mother since he was little. He was forced into strict diets so that he didn't gain too much weight. He was thin growing up but to his mom it wasn't enough. His mom never considered whether or not he wanted to be a model or even how he felt about it. Her career always came before her own family. That's why Taehyun never came to trust his mom or get close to her. The negative mindset was always stuck in his head.  "Eat too much, puke it up." "Eat too little, eat less than that." "You are beautiful." "Then why do I need to keep changing myself?" were all the things he was told growing up. So now no matter what he was told by anyone, he didn't believe them. He always felt the need to change himself for other people and that he was never perfect the way he was.

Taehyun walked into his home and didn't greet his mom, which was normal for him now since she was always caught up in something else. 

He went to bed without feeling the need to eat dinner. 

After freshening up he checked his phone and saw a few notifications but checked his messages and found that Beomgyu had texted him not long ago. He opened it and it wasn't what he really expected. 

"You did great today, especially for your first time. It would be great to work with you again sometime."

"Thank you, but you did even better than I did and I admire how well you did. We should get to know each other more." Taehyun replied 

Beomgyu was shocked at what he just read. 

'Taehyun wants to get to know me?' 

Beomgyu never really payed any attention to anybody or anything someone said but taehyun felt different from the start. Never ever had Beomgyu wanted to get to know anyone but he took interest in Taehyun.

"Sure." he replied in a hurry so he didn't leave Taehyun on seen.

"We can leave together on Friday after work to hang out."

"okay. Where are we going?" Beomgyu asked

"I guess it will be a surprise." Taehyun didn't really have anything in mind yet.

"Okay!"

"See you on Friday gyu."

"You too hyun." 

'A new nickname for taehyun?'

cute.

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sorry i cut the chapter short. it ended up not going well together so what i had down will be put into the next chapter. im also sorry for not publishing any chapters ive just been really busy.