All Our Pain

Home Will Never be The Same

Amy's Pov

"Mom Dad" I said with tears coating my eyes. My parents stood to there feet to run towards me. I was surronded by my family and I noticed one of the members were missing. I backed away from my parents and looked towards tracy and hugged her." Who is this" my mother asked "this is Tracy she took care of me while I was away she brought me home mom" I said with a smile on my face. My parents walked to Tracy and hugged her and she hugged them back like they were family." You saved my duaghter and you are welcomed in our home" my dad whispered. I looked at my mom once more and noticed her large stomache "are you pregnant" I asked she responded with a nod. My parents started bursting with questions and I didn"t even notice that Tracy was missing.

I panicked and searched for her I made my way upstairs and saw her stareing into my room. Tracy turned towars me with tears in her eyes "they're dead aren't they" she said." ARE THEY?!" she yelled this time "YES" I yelled back. My parents ran upstairs only to find Tracy sobbing on the floor. My Dad carried Tracy and placed her in the guest room." Why would you tell her just after she got back" my mom asked me I didn't resond I just stared at the floor. My mom sighed " Amy Dylan Waters" my mom sighs " why did you tell her". " She was crying and she saw what you and dad put on MY wall mom. You out all this information of kids that have gone missing the same way I have and Tracy was the biggest thing on there and her parents say dead they died trying to find her didn't they and they were killed like the rest but you guys were trying to be smart and not get killed so when I do come home I could see you But you DIDN'T help her mom you didn't ".

I walked into my room and slammed the door I layed in my bed and closed my eyes for a secod just before rage could overtake me. I jumped up from my bed and screamed. My Mom, Dad and Tracy were banging on the door. I ran to my Vanity and threw every object off of it same to my dresser. I ran into my bathroom and broke the mirror and threw the objects that remained in there. The cabinet creaked open just to reveal bottles of pain medication. They were mine because I was in gymnastics. I stopped thinking and took the bottle and started downing the pills one by one. By the time finished a whole bottle I tried to walk towards the window, but my parents kicked my door in I looked at them with my red eyes but fell and blacked out.

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Winnie (Amy's Mom) Pov

Tracy walked into the hospital room with coffee in her hand I thanked her with a smile and gestured for her to sit down next to me. "About your parents" I started " they died trying to look for you we had met before talking about you but they claimed they were going on a vacation but went looking for you" they were killed because they were so close to you". She just nodded and quickly stood to her feet running towards Amy's bed. I ran towrds my baby girl and look at her just in time to seeher eyes flutter open then shut close.

" Mom Tracy is that you"? she asked. I nodd and she smile she tried to sit up bt she didn't know that the pain would overwelm her." Ouch" she whined "what happned to me why am I in a hospital" she stated rambling. "You hurt yourself pumpkin" Tracy responded "Oh" Amy replied knowing what Tracy was trying to say." You're going to school next week" I hear my husband Gale sigh." No she will be going tomorrow" the Doctor starts "what" everyone says in union.

" Yes she will be ging to school tomorrow all her vital signs are good she looks stable and she needs to socialize". the doctor says with no doubt. " Okay" Amy says loudly." Baby you know you don't have to do this right" Tracy says.

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Amy's pov

" Well I want to plus I want to see my friends and tell them I'm okay" I honestly state." Ok its settled Amy will go to school tomorrow but she will see a psychaitrist everyday for 45 minutes."Ok" my Mother agreed " what but I don't wat to go to see a psychiatrist every day it going to be like hell" I yelled. "Don't you see I will turn 16 soon and if I'm the girl who was kidnapped returned and have to see a psychiatrist every day I will truly never be the same" I cried Tracy walked towards me and held my face "it will be ok and if anything happens I will be there for you" she whispered. I nodded and turned to lay down.

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It was late and my parents and Tracy left so it was just me and the nurse. "I will be back Im gonna get you some dinner honey" the nurse rambled. Just as she left I got out my bed and left my room I turned the corner and found a room with a baby and her mother I sat at the door and watches them. The mother sat and tickled her baby and snuggled her and more. Just and the baby was falling asleep I sneezed which cause the baby to cry the woman saw me and smiled. "Come in " she said quietly I pulled myself up and slowly walked towards the woman. She smiles and pat the bed she was laying on, while sitting down she started handing me the small infant "her name is Isablle" she spoke softly. Tears overwhelmed me and soon I sobbed with the stranger I wanted a mom that could treat me like this and remember when my birthday is and tend to my emotional needs. The woman held me and we talked her name was Rossana. Rossana held me tightly and told me about her life and her husband and kids. Soon my nurse walked in the room and grabbed me "I was worried sick I thought I lost you ugh I can't stand the teens that come here" the nurse started. While leaving the room I waved goodby to Rossana and Isablle. "I will see you soon my darling" Rossana quietly spike right before I turned to leave. The nurse brought me to my room and put me on the bed and put my tray of food right next to me. Leaving the room was out of my options but I did it anyway; once again I left the bed grabbed my tray and left the room. I walked back to Rossana's room only to find a man in the room with them. She waved once again for me to come in. "Hi you must be Amy" the man said "I'm Nathan Rossana's husband my wife has told me a lot about you and how you are a sweet girl" he started. I smiled and nodded and offered Rossana my food she gladly took it and invited me in her bed. "You are very bad you left your room again when you were supposed to stay" Rossana smiled. After a few minutes the nurse found me once again and forced me to my room. "If you leave your room again then I will call security" the nurse said and slammed the door. While I laid down I started to dream of my new life and drifted to sleep.