My blazing heart

Training

    I sat on the boats, hugging my knees to my chest and resting my chin on my knees. My eyes were red and puffy from crying so much and tear tracks stained down my cheeks. I had a few little scratches on my arms. I watched as we dissapeared into the interior of wall Rose. As soon as we were inside refugees began to unboard the boats. I followed the crowed like a zombie. I didn't have much of a purpose anymore, except to find the last people I loved. I looked around frantically preying to god they were here and well. Suddenly a pair of teal green eyes caught my attention and I ran towards the owner of those eyes.

  "Eren!" I called out squirming through the crowed of people. Eren turned around just as I slammed into him at full force. He stumbled back but surprisingly was able to keep our balance. He rapped his arms around me as I cried for the 100th time that day.   

~ ~ Time skip to 3 years later~ ~

     I stood in between Eren and some other kid i didn't know. It had been 3 years since the day my life fell apart and I lost 3 people that I loved. I was now 13 years of age and had admitted myself into the 104th trainee squad, with Eren, Armin, and Mikasa. I stared ahead of me my  fist over my heart as the Commander yelled at people. He had skipped over me, Eren, and Mikasa. Poor Armin wasn't so lucky and got confronted. I think he handled it well. I spaced out a little as he yelled at a girl for eating a steamed patato.

  "Why?" Commander asked the girl after she had told him she was eating a steamed potato. She gave him a look of confusion.

  "I'm surprised you don't know why people eat steamed patatoes, Sir." She said and I couldn't stop myself. I face palmed. Slapping my hand to my face. The other trainees looked at me with amusment dancing in their eyes. I dropped my hand to my side as the Commander ordered the girl, Sasha, to run 20 laps and that she couldnt have dinner. Odly she wasn't phased by the laps but took on a devistated look when he forbade her dinner. I sweat dropped at this odd girl and Commander dissmissed us.  I followed Eren and Armin to the dinning cabin.

  After I had gotten my lunch I sat beside Eren and Armin, but to my surprise as I sat down I noticed there were many other kids surrounding the table listening as Eren told his story. I munched on the "food".

  "Yeah and I'm going to exterminate all of those damn titans!" I heard Eren say enthusiastically.  I looked up to see him fist pump and I smiled softly.

  "Mm" I agreed with him, "You and me both, Eren." He smiled at me before a tall boy walked over and scoffed at Eren.

  "Your a fool! There is no way we can exterminate them all. That is why I'm joining the Military police." He scoffed confidentiality. I growled and stood up before Eren could say anything.

  "The MP is for cowards." I stated simply as I looked up at him. He gasped at my dark greyish blue eyes and he blushed a little.

"But, you can do what ever it is your heart desires and I won't judge you. So I would appreciate it if would not judge us for what we choose to do for our life without knowing our reasons." I began looking him in the eyes with a softer expression and a small warm smile.

"My reasons for such a decision is, I'm doing this for my Papa. He died in front of my eyes in Shiganshina. His last words to me were 'Be strong. You are Papa's little warrior and you always will be. Don't forget that.'" I said my smile becoming a little sad as I looked up at him and the rest of the trainees. They all had a surprised looks on their faces.

"I-I'm sorry." He muttered and I smiled vently at him and put my hand on his arm.

  "It's alright. What's your name?" I asked him. He looked up at mw.

  "Jean Kirstein." He said.

  "Well Jean, my name is Miyu Higurashi." I smiled and turned to Eren who was fuming. I giggled at him.

  "Let's go calm you down, mylittle Titan killer." I said softly as I grabbed his hand and dragged him lut with Mikasa trailing behind us. I noticed Jean stop.her and her punching him. I sighed and shook my head. 'That girl.' I thought to myself as i walked outside with them. Eren had told Mikasa that he thought her hair was to long. I laughed.

  "What's so funny, Miyu?" Eren asked me. I smiked.

  "You are. You say Mikasa's hair is to long when my hair is longer!" I smiled. My black hair had grown to be mid-thigh length. Eren reached behind me and tugged a strand of my hair wihmth a smile.

"Your hair is to long to." He snickered and I stuck my tongue out at him.

  "Well to bad because I'm not cutting it." I smacked his hand away before we parted and me and Mikasa made our way to our dorms.