Kaisi yeh yaariaan:After Years

Everything is gonna be alright

Buddy buddy sun!

Hri and Aashank were running behind their best friend who stroded towards the rock getting down from the car.They both seated themselves on either sides of Abhir as he sat there looking ahead lost in thoughts.

Aashank:Humhe patha hai tumhe kaisa lagaega par

Abhir:No you don't!You guys don't know what's all going inside me!

Abhir said calmly as Hri sighed before saying

Hri:Ofcourse we can't feel it but we definitely can understand it buddy!isiliye tho bolrahahae hain ki talk it out!you need to vent it out to go throught it!

Abhir:vahi tho problem hai buddy!I don't know what to say!how to say!whom to blame!what to do!I don't know anything!I just know that my full life is a lie!My name is a lie!My relations are lie!Every damn thing which I was proud of till that minute is a big big lie!

Abhir cried in frustration as his friends looked at him in worry

Aashank:Nothing you said is a lie Abhir!You are just confused and in anger!That's it!Calm down first!pehle shanth hojaa phir hum baath karthae hain

Aashank said patting Abhir's back as Abhir closed his face with his hands

Hri:okay now?

Hri asked as he saw Abhir lift his head up after some minutes as Abhir nodded in yes

Hri:dhek Abhir!Ofcourse hum soch sakthae hain ki tumpae kya beethraha hoga!par buddy you can't react in anger!voh tho iss malhothra ko suit kartha tereko nahi!

He said gaining a glare and chuckle from Aashank and Abhir respectively but he shrugged it casually

Hri:Thandae dhimaag sae soch buddy!jo kuch bhi hua voh hona tho nahi chahiyaetha par hogaya!Ab hum usko badhal tho nahi sakthaena!Aaur-----

Aashank:just shut up heerae!kya movie ki side actor jaise baath karraha hai!jo kuch bhi hua voh hona tho nahi chahiyaetha par hogaya!seriously! Chuck it off dude!

Hri:Hero material hoon kameene!kisko side actor bolraha hai?

Abhir looked at his friends in irritation as they continued to bicker irritating him more

Abhir:shut up!You guys are not at all helping!bohath koshish karnae ki baadh meine apnae aapko shanth kiya hai!just shut the fck up!

Aashank:okay!okay!calm down!hum kaam ki baath karthae hain!chal ab batha kya soch raha hai tu?

Aashank asked the last part seriously as Abhir sighed again

Abhir:patha nahi buddy!aisa lagraha hai ki sab jhoot hai!mera pariwaar jisse mein apna samajhrahatha voh jhoot hai!mein jisse apna behan samajraha tha voh mera behan nahi hai!mujhe tho aisa lagraha hai ki mein khudh hi jhoot hoon!

Hri:aisa nahi hai buddy!They all really love you!I don't think they have never differentiated among you and Aayu!

Aashank:haan buddy!Cabir chachu tho tumse bohath zyaadha pyaar kartae hain!

Abhir:I will never deny it!Ofcourse he loves me buddy!May be more than Aayu but voh sahi nahi naa!voh tho Aayu ka hak hai!voh pyaar meri kismat mein nahi hai!voh jitna bhi mujse pyaar karae par mein unka khudh kaa beta tho nahi hoon na!voh guilt tho ab humesha rahaega na!
mein jisko zindagi bar apna papa maanthaatha voh meri koi nahi hain!mein unki koi nahi hoon!Tho yeh sabkae baadh mein kaise pehle jaise hosaktha hoon unke saath?

He said as they both looked at him in worry not knowing what to say

Abhir:kheir chodo sab tumlog nahi samjogae!chalo ghar chalthae hain time bohath hogaya!