Platonic Hamilton Oneshots

-Cant think of a title {John & Laf}-

*Lafayette's Pov*

I have been worrying for my friend, John. We are both in our junior year of high school and ever since the end of that school year, he hasn't been really happy like he used to. His grades are high and he has a lot of friends. He even hangs out with all of us and sometimes he is the one to plan them. And he does smile but it's more like the sad type of smile.

I began to see it by the end of our sophomore year, but it became more obvious in the beginning of this year.

All of us are really worried about him, but we are not sure how to help him.

*John's Pov*

Everything has gone to hell.

Well not really, I just feel like it is... And I am not sure why.

I mean, I have the best friends I could ever ask for, my grades are amazing and so is my family. So, I don't know why I feel like sh*t. Right now I feel ungrateful for not being happy for what I have.

I have tried going outside, I have tried hanging out with friends to try and make myself feel happy and sometimes it works, but afterwards I just go back to feeling like I did before. I see all of my family trying to make me feel better but it just makes me feel worse seeing them realize that nothing is working. It makes me feel as if I am a burden.

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It's the last class of the day and the class just ended, I am about to head to the bus, which is unfortunately you have to walk down the road to get to, when I am stopped by my friend Lafayette.

"Hey mon ami..." He seems a bit sad

"Yes Laf?" I really don't feel like talking right now

"I was wondering if I can talk to you for a moment."

I just want to get home and lay on my bed so I reply "Can't right now Laf, I need to get on the bus."

"But the bus doesn't leave until 3:30, you still have fifteen minutes."

"Yeah well... It takes me five minutes to get there and I want to get there early." I snap

"Yeah, but mon ami I just wanna talk for a few minutes-"

"Laf-"

"I just want to know what is wrong, you haven't really been yourself and I just want you to know that if you want to talk to someone, I am here."

I have finally had enough "Laf how many times do I have to say this, nothing is wrong! Stop worrying about me when I am fine!" I push him out of the way and speed walk to where the bus is going to be. Luckily for me, no one was near to see the commotion. Also Lafayette seemed to not follow me when I left. I get on the bus with the other students and get on the row that is empty. Today seems to be my lucky day because no one else sat next to me...

Probably because I took the window seat.

While on the bus ride home, I replay the scenario that I was just in while looking out the window. I begin to regret everything I said.

He was just trying to help, and if you listen he might've actually helped you.

My stomach begins to feel with fear and guilt

What if he doesn't want to be my friend anymore?

What if he tell the others about what I did to him?

What if they don't wanna be my friends anymore

What if-

"Uh excuse me John but isn't this your stop?"