I'm me... Is that good enough?

Chapter 9-Your a Monster

DREW'S POV:

 Travis was having a party and i was going whether i was invited or not. "Funny how he invites everyone but us three" Derrick said as Nina and Zilly plopped down next to him. "Bro your math skills are getting rusty i believe there's 4 us here" I said. "Oh didn't Zilly tell you?" Derrick said that i  want to start something look in his eye. "Derrick..." Nina said in a warning tone. "What?" he asked innocently. "Tell me what?" I said stepping towards the couch. Zilly got up and tried to leave but i grabbed her arm. I tightened my grip when she started to squirm.

"Well he invited her" Derrick said. I felt my grip tighten without my consent."Why?" I asked. "Seems he has in interest in her" Derrick said as Nina smacked him and he said "ouch". "Well your not going" I said turning to Zilly my hand still on her arm. "And why not?" She asked seeming angry. "Because he's dangerous: I said trying to reason with her. "Ha and your not?" She said squirming to get out of my grip. "He's a beast!" "SO?!?" she yelled. "ZILLY HE'S A GODDAMN MONSTER!" I yelled. "AND YOUR NOT" she challenged.

Hurt went through me before i shut it out. "He's using you" I said. "Well i might as well get the best out of it then huh?" She said. Anger went through me as i registered what she meant and my grip tightened even more and everything around me stopped like i could see their mouths moving but i couldn't hear them a voice in my head kept yelling drew. and it got louder and louder.

"DREW! DREW! DREW STOP IT YOUR HURTING HER" Nina yelled. At this i turned to see ZIlly screaming and tears streaming as i looked at my hand i saw her skin beneath getting a blue purple. I was cutting off her circulation. My eyes widened in horror but i could'nt let go. My eyes flashed to Nina who was horrified then to Derrick who was pissed off. Shit! i mentally cursed just as he pushed me into a wall causing me to let go.

"Zilly.. are you okay" Derrick asked worry in his voice as his hand was on my throat. "I'm f-fine" she said as she looked at me. I looked at my hands in shame then back up at her "Look Zilly i'm so-" I started.

"Save it.. just leave me alone today please?" She said then silently went to her room while holding her arm. "Shit man i didn't't mean to i swear i'd never hurt your sister intentionally" I said as i ran a hand threw my hair frustrated. "Yeah.. i know just go get ready in my room me in Nina will wait for you and Zilly since were already ready i have some clothes in my room for you" Derrick said while staring at me as if seeing into my soul. I nodded and went upstairs it would'nt take long since we all already showered just needed to change. So i walked into Derricks room to see the clothes he laid out for me and started stripping not knowing i did'nt close the door all the way.

ZILLY'S POV:

I wasn't mad at him i just needed time to cool off. And i didn't mean what i said i was just pissed at him for telling me what to do after what happened in the forest. And yes i know I'm bipolar one minute i say I'm not mad at him then the next i say I'm pissed at him. I changed into the only dress in my closet that i actually liked. It didn't scream slut nor did it say look at me i think I'm all elegant and better then you. As i was putting on my heels and doing my hair i realized i did'nt have my phone. Hmm Derrick must have taken i was about to walk downstairs when i noticed Derrick's room door was slightly open. he never leaves his door open."Derrick" i whispered as i crack the door open more and my mouth fell open. MOTHER.OF.GOD.

Drew stood there and he was stripping. He took off his shirt and boy his back was so toned my eyes wandered down as he took off his pants so he was just in hid boxers. I gulped and shook my head at the thoughts that I little miss Pris was having.He put on a long sleeved shirt but didn't button it and put on pants He rolled his eyes when he saw the tie and mumbled something along the walls of "this this a party or a wedding" i was so mesmerised that i didn't notice when 8 packs of abs faced me when all i was suppose to be seeing was his back.