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14 : Past

Chapter 14

Jin kept his gaze outside of the plane by the circle plane window beside him. Namjoon was sitting beside him, doing some works on his laptop, while him-- he can't seem to look at Namjoon anymore.

He's still shy for acting that way to Namjoon, shy for saying non-sense to him last day. They didn't even got to enjoy their stay at Paris because of him. And so-- he felts guilty now.

He knew that all Namjoon wants to do there was to spend his one week stay with him, have some relaxing vacation for he always works-- day and night, and to capture the eiffel tower. But he ruined all of Namjoon's plans. He thinks of himself vulnerable now for acting so affected by that short kiss from Namjoon.

He shouldn't have acted that way--- ignoring Namjoon and not talking to him---because all Namjoon deserves was his forgiveness.

They should've just talked about it, he should've just listen to Namjoon explaining things to why he did that, but instead of listening to him, instead of talking about that incident--- he decided to resist. He resisted to Namjoon's explaination for his side.

And he regretted for not being able to listen to him. He wants to forgive him, but he doesn't have enough courage to talk to him. He can't even face him..then you expect him to talk with him?

After some time of staring outside the window, Jin slowly fell asleep. His head resting on his seat and he has a pillow on his hands which he hugs while he sleep soundly.

Namjoon, however, took a glance at the beauty sleeping beside him, he stop from working on his laptop for a while and take advantage of staring Jin while he's still sleeping. Because he knew that he wouldn't be able to see that face this close again after this plane ride.

Or maybe----forever.

Now he's scared. Scared of losing Jin that he didn't even wonder about long time ago. Scared of Jin might sign a divorce contract after this. That Jin might leave him and not even befriends with him for ever.

And he can't just let it happen. He wants Jin to be the one who he can call 'his' and he thinks that he couldn't call him 'his' anymore if Jin signed a divorce file.

He needs to do something----something that would make Jin to give him a second chance.

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The plane landed at the airport and Namjoon---at first---debated to himself to wether let Jin know that their plane already landed or just let him feel that the plane's no longer moving. He doesn't want to disturb the sleeping male but what can he do? Jin would be left alone if he ever not choose to wake him up.

So as he chose the second option, He tapped Jin on the shoulder and it didn't take a minute for him to wake up immediately. When he woke up, he quickly turned his head at the direction of the one who tapped him, expecting it to be the flight attendants---but his expectation was all in vain when he saw Namjoon standing infront of him, staring at him.

His face and eyes didn't shows any emotions, there weren't much emotions lingering on Namjoon's eyes, but blank. Jin could say that----Namjoon is feeling guilty even though he can't seem to know what he's feeling right now. Yet he can tell it by the way he look at him, even tho that stare didn't gives much feelings---just enough expressions for him to know that he's feeling guilty.

Namjoon's eyes holds enough guiltiness for Jin to feel it. And somehow, he felts bad for him even more.

He got lost on his own trance but came back to reality when Namjoon---once again---tapped his shoulder. Jin suddenly felt warmth in those simple touch. But then, after noticing that they already landed, he quickly got up and pick his things.