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23 : Letter I

Chapter 23

Jin wokes up with a pretty bad head-ache, his head throbbing with pain as he opens his eyes then adjusts on the sun's light reflecting on the big window.

His eyes stops at the comforter that covers his now clothed body as a slight smile forms on his lips. Yeah, let's say that he's drunk last night but that doesn't means that he couldn't remember all of it---the way he gladly submitted to Namjoon, the way he pleaded for him to fasten his pace and the way they passionately kissed one another, the way they confesses and exchanged 'i love yous'

It's the most beautiful night ever in his life. He gently touches his lips with his index finger---and he chuckles after. Remeniscing the way Namjoon dominantly kisses him, dominant and rough that he almost eat his whole face already. Yet Jin wants to admits that he loves it, he loves the way Namjoon had been rough towards him.

Rought yet Gentle.

Pressurable yet Pleasurable.

That's what he felt on lasr night's extreme session. Mixed-unknown-feelings, but he enjoys all of it---as in all.

He looks around his room to search for Namjoon but he's not here anymore---he thinks that maybe he's already at work, instead he saw his room's door slowly opening and there his Mom is---walking in with a tray of foods on her hands.

Jin's eyes lits up when he saw his mother entering his room, it's been a while since he last saw her. He missed her.

Mrs. Jeon placed the food tray on the bedside table then turn her head towards her son, smiling afterwards---and so did Jin.

"Eomma~ what are you doing here?" Jin whines, a pout adorns his lips and Mrs Jeon chuckles sitting beside him.

"Why? You don't want me here? Want me to go right away?" She asks and it's now Jin's turn to chuckle.

"No. But what are you doing here? I thought you're busy with your works?" Jin says and Mrs Jeon sighs, massaging her son's head as Jin's head-ache eases at that.

"I'm sorry for not looking over you for one and a half month. I really am." Mrs Jeon says and Jin frowns.

"And why are you sorry now? No need to apologize, i understands you." Jin says with a pout as he sits up on the bed too, then cups his mother's face---smiling.

"You're the best mom, you know that?" Mrs Jeon couldn't explain what she's feeling right now. She's glad he has an understanding and a sweet son.

She's also close to Jungkook, but most likely her younger son is close to his father---so as expected, it's Jin and her who's close to one another. Ever since Jin existed into this world, she never ever leaves his side.

She's always there for Jin that even on when he starts on his first day of highschool---she still drops him to his school and even fetches him---even if Jin resists to. It's not like Jin didn't liked it---he actually love it, but he wants to prove to his mother that he could already took a proper care of his self by that time.

And so----as he wants to be an independent guy, after highschool graduation, he chose to study abroad for almost three years. And he did enjoyed being there, he used to be independent, he used to communicate with others, and that's also the place where he met his first love----Yoongi who's on his graduating year that time---while Jin was on his second year.