i miss you. || c.h

xiv

dear calum,

I'm sorry I couldn't stay longer.

I miss you still but I couldn't handle

seeing you so sad.

I know it was because of me.

I told you I had to go home because it

was getting late, but the truth was I

couldn't stand being there so long.

so here I am, sitting on our bench

writing this letter to you at 5 in the

morning.

I love you so much and I wish we could

find a way to fix this.

to fix us.

the problem is, I don't know if I even

want to fix us.

only like 2 or 3 chapters left