T H E M .

I love you.

Heh, you're so cute.

God, I never thought I could fall in love the way I did.

The realisation.... Shocked me. It scared me and I didn't know what to do.

I tried a few ways to cope. I told my friends and constantly ranted about how goddamn amazing you are and how much I love you. I wrote about it - songs and stories.

I tried dropping hints and clues, I tried to be subtle, but I think I was too subtle. Now it just looks like how we usually talk to each other.

I've said "You have no idea how much I love you" and I guess you just never caught on?

I want to cry when you use little nicknames on me, and it breaks my heart that we can't see each other everyday.

I don't know how I'm going to stop from kissing you when we first meet. Would you even let me kiss you on the cheek, let alone the lips?

How did I even live before, not knowing that a person such as you existed? How didn't I know that I needed to be in your life when we first spoke?

I can't even believe that there was a chance we could've never met! That there was a chance I would've never heard your voice or seen your stunning face!

Meeting you saved me.

You're my reason for living.

You're my motivation to keep going, to keep drawing, to keep writing, to keep waking up.

I live for the day that we first meet.

I live to hear your voice in person.

I live to feel your arms around me.

I want to be the reason you wake up in the morning. I want to encourage you to do so many amazing things and meet so many amazing people.

I want to help you fight your depression, your anxiety, your demons.

I can't imagine my life without you, without having such an amazing person to call my friend.

I don't care if you're slightly older than me, or you feel differently, I want to be there for you, no matter where we are in our relationship - romantic or platonic.

Because you are my reason..... for everything. Living, walking, breathing.

You are the embodiment of sunshine, you are living happiness.

I'm addicted to you, and taking you away would kill me.

I don't care if you're depressed, I'll still hold you.

I don't care if you need time alone, I'll still make you tea and some comfort food.

I don't care if you need something to hold on to, I'll still stay with you night and day.

I don't care if you..... feel like you can't go on, I'll still be your light in the dark, to lead you away from the darkness.

There's nothing you could say, or do to make me feel like you aren't worth my time or love. 

I've never felt more comfortable with someone in my life, and I hope that we only get closer.

So in short...

I love you.