Lyrics

The Darkness

It's like I got some kind of sickness
I don't know what it is
It's got me in it's endless grasp
I think there's no escape

There's no hope for me
Think this'll be the end
If something doesn't change for the better
They might find me no longer living

Keeps urging the people I care about
Wonder if they'd hurt less if I wasn't around
The happy aye are far gone
Maybe they'll come back if I disappear

I'm standing on the edge
I look down into the abyss
An see absolutely nothing
In there is where I belong

All I do is fuck up
Everybody's day ruined because
I was too stupid to give up
And just fucking give in to the darkness

The darkness is past creepin up on me
It's directly behind me
I'm barely able to hold it back
One by one my defenses are destroyed

Slowly my heart starts to blacken
All I feel is pain and suffering
I wanna live so bad but
At the same time I just wanna give in

The darkness starts to swallow me
My nerve endings start to numb
I'm trying to grasp something to hold on to
To try and pull myself out of the darkness

It's like a vicious ocean
I'm drowning in this ocean
Under tidal waves of emotion
Succumbing to the darkness

Wonder if the afterlife is better
I no longer feel anything
My heart crumbles to dust
Finally my eyes are lifeless