Lyrics

Think About Your Past

People always asking what's wrong
I probably tell them nothing I'm fine
But honestly I've given up
Just want the drama and bullshit ta go away

You ever think about your past
Like all the choices you've made
The consequences that last
Can scar you like a blade

Wish I could change some of my choices
Just ta get rid of some of these voices
Know I probably sound crazy
But everything seems a little hazy

Wonder why I'm alive
When so many better have died
Haven't done anything to deserve life
Matter fact all I deserve is death

For some reason or another
People seem to disagree with me
I think I'm just a bother
But they tell me I'm not

My friends act like life would be different
If I wasn't around anymore
But I could guarantee it would be the same
I just don't impact lives like that

You ever think about your past
Like all the choices you've made
The consequences that last
Can scar you like a blade

There's a lot of things
That I wish I could change
But it's too late
I can't change my past

Not even sure about my future
So I don't know if I wanna change it
Wishing things were simpler
But that never happens

Hurting everyone I care about
Even when I'm desperately trying not to
I'm thinking bout just disappearing
Wonder if I'll hurt them less

Tried ta please everybody
Didn't get me no where
All I got was broken hearts and depression
And every now and then a suicidal thought

You ever think about your past
Like all the choices you've made
The consequences that last
Can scar you like a blade