The younger. The better

Ch 3. Advantage

I look at my watch before seeing my door open. I put a force but tired smile on my face, laying my eyes on Dr. Sayor who was now walking into my office

"You look dead"

"I feel dead" I say to her letting out a small yawn

"Why don't you go home, and I'll handle the rest of your appointments today since my shift is kind of slow" I shake my head at her, placing my elbows on my desk while dropping my head into my hands

"I can't do that to you, besides, I have to do interviews today"

"Sweetheart, I've been back from my trip 3 weeks ago, now I think it's your turn. Take your husband somewhere nice"

It has been 3 weeks...

3 long weeks since I've last seen Taehyung and I can't get that young male out of my head. My mind goes crazy for him at times and there are even moments when I would touch my lips knowing that we came so close to them connecting as one. But once again, I know what I'm doing and how I'm feeling - is wrong. But I'm starting to not care.

The reason behind that is -

My marriage is becoming a struggle. Logan and I have been arguing every damn day from when I step foot in that house from coming home from work to when I have to leave to go to work the next day. And I know it's because my husband wants a baby, but I'm just not ready for all of that. I'm already to stressed out with work to think about caring for another human being at the moment. But I know it's just me being selfish with my body - at least that what's he says, but now thinking my life through, maybe I got married to young. 

"Dr. Miller?" Dr. Sayor snaps her fingers from across the room, snapping me out of my thoughts

"Oh sorry, it's been a long week but I'm going to have to say no, I don't need a trip right now" Even though I promised my husband one

She shrugs her shoulder at my statement but turns around hearing another knock on my door. My assistant pops up letting me know my appointments are here for their interviews, making me stand up to excuse myself. I follow behind my assistant when I'm greeted by 7 youngin's. I look at my sheet seeing the number 8 next to appointments

"I guess we're missing one" I end up saying to myself. One by one, I had them follow me to an empty conference room surrounded by tables and chairs. And 3 minutes in the middle of my lecture, I see the conference room door open up. I stop talking as I let my eyes get drawn to that same 5 foot 10 inch male

"Sorry I'm late" he smirks at me. Seeing as every female in the room eye fucks his appearance, he pays them no mind, keeping his eyes on fucking me instead

I stay quiet while my eyes follow him to his seat. He sits down looking at me, giving me that same wink from the other night where we almost kissed. I let out small breaths here and there finally noticing that I was wrapping my hand around my throat to control my breathing. With my breathing getting under wraps, I start back up my lecture which finally comes to an end 40 minutes later.

"Do any of you have any questions?" I glance at them a few times but see as Taehyung raises his hand. I point to him which makes him lower his hand down as everyone looks at him. With his lips parted, he then starts to speak in a low octave tone.

"Will you still be working the night shift?" A side smile forms on his lips. Knowing what he meant by that question if he was to get hired, I shake my head trying to put a control on my breathing again.

"That's why I'm hiring you guys, to take that job for me"

The girl next to him starts to speak but I couldn't help but give Taehyung a few glances while I watch him rub on his bottom lip with his thumb while he stared me down like I was his prey.