Not a love story!(Daniel Simmons)

Chapter 2

The next day, Kalmia kept on thinking about the last person on earth she should be thinking about. HIM. The one who made her feel like she wasn't good enough for him, like she was something less than a human. One he could call on when ever he needed someone to toy with. Impressive.

Fake it till you make it. Funny thing is that it has been 7 years since she first saw him. 5 years since he had confessed  his love to her 4 years since she avoided him and 2 years since he had moved him.

The thing was that she never did admit to liking him as much as she did. The first few years of their thing, she felt as if this was all a joke and he was just playing with her so she just went along with it. Then after those years. She started to notice that he actually meant it. But a little too late. He was over it. The thing she never actually found out was that he had a bad relationship with another girl while she was trying to get him back. So it looked like she was in one sided love. He never actually told her but boohoo. If it ain't meant to be then don't force it. Plot twist is that he came back in her life, how? He came to the same college as her and BANG! The fucking (that everyone has been waiting for begins, even all you ' drama free zone' people are secretly waiting for) drama begins.  

Kalmia's POV

The longer I was alone, the more I replayed the same memories of him. Why is it so hard to just forget someone who did so little but hurt you a lot? Why can't this brain of mine work with me instead of working against me? I mean we are on the same team you know.

After replaying the little things he did to me.

I was talking to Shae in the school hall way near the stairs, and then he came over to me and randomly put his palm on my left cheek and the then walk way as if nothing happened.

I hated the way he always toyed with me. It's as if he was in control of when it was okay to be flirting with him. When ever I tried to 'flirt' he would always act as if I was out of my mind and he'd completely ignore me, as if I was something less than a girl. I was never good enough for him. Looking back now, I don't think I was good enough for anyone I mean it was pathetic of me enough to puppy follow around the only guy who showed any sort of interest in me. Like I said, pathetic. But I guess, after being told by multiple of people of how I resembled an ugly anime character. You'd thing I'd remember the name, since the majority of the school used to shout it at me or slightly say it during classes and the whole class laughing at it because they heard it too. The thing was that it wasn't what the person said to me that hurt, it was always the fact that everyone would laugh at it. There were those few people didn't laugh because they didn't want to be seen laughing, they didn't stop them either. They were no different.

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Authors note:

Tell me why is so hard to forget people? Why can't there be an off switch like the one in Vampire diaries??
Dear God,
I hope you let us forget the way some people made us feel once upon a time and let time heal us. But please don't let it take a long time.
Or just let us meet someone who is so damn worth it, good looking and can cook amazing food, so it can be enough to forget those who did hurt us, so much that we wouldn't even remember their face or name, let alone the memories.
Thank you x

~ This goes out to everyone who had been dumb enough to be treated wrongly by someone, especially their first love, which had a huge influence on future attractions. But all you can do at the end of the day is learn from your mistakes.....all love~