A Dark Fate

Chapter Five

The thing about drugs is everyone has a reason to take it. Sitting in a room full of young people, dancing and smoking; drinking like there is no tomorrow will make our parents question if there really is a tomorrow. They will think the countries greatness will stop with them and that our generation is a disgrace.

But when you are one of the young disappointments who do that, you will see what our parents can't see. That they had it the easiest although they talk about how they struggle.

Our parents sure had ups and downs, fought wars, and survived poverty. But they never understand the war this generation was going through. The emotional war, depression, and anxiety!

Back in the days, you kill your enemy physically and you won the war. Now, you kill your feelings and you became Numb. They used weapons then, we use drugs now. Stronger and concentrated we take them every time it grows bigger. We take them in daily that we reach a point when we take them to feel again.

I am on that point now. I am originally numb that I don't feel anything. No sadness, no depression, no pain, and no happiness. For those of you who wish to have that, it's not as cool as it looks. What makes a human human is feelings. Even the worst painfully moments, make you feel alive and that keeps you going.

"Another one?" Edia raises her eyebrow as I pour another glass of tequila aka my loyal friend for years. I smiled at her and drink all of it in a single breath before she can take it away from me, now it was a party.

I turn around and stick my tongue out on her like a child. She stands up and came to me but Seth holds her hand.

"Leave her enjoy come on babe, it's a frat party after all," he said giving me another shot. Edia was not happy but who cares.

"Nah-huh I don't want to be the one who will carry her home, she is fucking heavy and I barely can hold myself today"

"Are you calling me fat?" I snapped. I know she doesn't want me drinking because she knows I have a problem. At high school, I used to drink until I blackout and wake up again and deal with the day or miss class and do it all again.

"That's it you two. Now come on let's dance" he led us to the dancing floor. We were at the frat house where there are parties every Friday and Saturday nights. Seth was one of the frat brothers and he NEVER misses a party there.

He even forces us to come every week. Edia will go happily being the party girl she is. But I would rather spend that time with my small Natasha.

We went to the dancing floor and start dancing by "Amarula" Roberto.
"She don't get drunk easily, she can dance until 5 in the morning" I shake my body with the melody. It feels like he was talking about me at high school. We went to the finest parties with Jordan and drink and dance until we are not capable of it, physically. It's funny how people change.

I drink a lot so I can feel the alcohol doing its job. I was free and I put my hand on the air and let myself feel what he was talking about.

"Let somebody go crazy.....
Things we do just you and I
Things we say you and I
Let the people say you and I, don't come from earth...
Yes I can be your sugar daddy, and she doesn't want anyone but me"

Almost one minute and I couldn't be there anymore. All the sugar-coated pervert words he says and the talks about how the girl's body and moves make me want to puke.

I went to Seth and Edia who were enjoying the vibe so much and told them I will be out.

I went to the backyard and saw that there were only a few people out there. I sit on the corner and watch up for the stars. I still could hear the music so I put my earphone on and start smoking weed I had on my purse.