Broken forever or so i thought

Chapter eight

(march's p.o.v)

Omg I can't believe Liam got me an iPhone 5. I smiled and hugged him tightly.

We get into the car and Niall said "can we go to nandos I'm starving here". I just sat there and wondered how could they eat.

I mean yeah you need to eat to stay alive but I just can't eat. I can I just choose not to.

As we pull up to nandos Niall pushes me out of the car and I fall in a puddle of muddy water.

Liam helped me up and gave me his hoodie to cover the spot. Then he turned and yelled "Niall horan you get your ass back here and say sorry to march"

I walk to Niall and whispered "it's ok nialler you didn't mean to" I smiled and walked inside.

We stood there giving our orders to the girl behind the counter. She glared at me a few times and at Mikaela to.

(Mikaela's p.o.v)

If this gurl don't sop glaring at me I'm going to slap her.

(Harry's p.o.v)

The girl behind the counter keeps on glaring at march an Mikaela. Mikaela look like she was ready to smack her in the face.

Next thing I know Mikaela said "if you don't stop god damn looking at me I will have to slap you" she said in anger.

I giggled and pulled her away from the counter. Liam pulled march gently away from the counter as well.

As waitress came with our food she look at march and said "you don't deserve him" she spat at march in a tone that I didn't like.

She turned to Mikaela and said "I bet the only reason he is with you is because he feels sorry for you" she spat at Mikaela.

Mikaela didn't hesitate to get up and smack her in the face. By the time Mikaela ha finished march had ran to the bathroom crying.

(March's p.o.v)

"you don't deserve him" the waitress spat at me. I felt the tears welling in my eyes.

I didn't hear what she said to Mikaela but what ever it was Mikaela was pissed.

I got up an ran to the bathroom and locked the door. I pulled out something I thought I would never think of agin. It was my razor blade. I pulled up my sleeve showing the pink and dark cuts on my wrist.

I pushed the blade to my skin and said "this is for thinking that I could finally have someone who loved me" as i pushed the blade across my pale skin.

"this is for leaving the safety of my bedroom" the blade met my pale skin agin. "this is for ever thinking that liam Payne could ever love me" by the time I was done there were twenty cuts on each arm.

I cleaned the blood up from the sink and my arms and unlocked. The bathroom door. I walked back to the table and everyone looks at me.

"Are you ok love you were in there for a while" he asked me. I sat there not saying a word but then whispered "I'm fine Liam thanks".

"are you hungry" asked Niall. "no I'm not can we please go now I don't want to be here" I whispered to them.

(Liam's p.o.v)

As we are in the car I see that march has moved away from everyone.

I'm worried about her after what that girl said she has shut us out agin. I look over to see her curled up in a ball asleep.

I pulled her gently in my lap so she isn't so cold. She snuggled into my chest a little. She's so cite when she is sleeping.

As we pulled up to the flat march was starting to wake. She fluttered her eyes open and looked at me kinda funny.

She climbed out of my lap and opened the door. Louis got out and unlocked the front door. March walked inside and went to our room.

I sat down stairs for a while talking to the boys. I was getting tiered so I decided to go to bed.

I walk into my room an saw march was curled up in bed. Fast asleep agin. I walked to my bathroom pilling off my clothes leaving me in my boxers.

I climbed into bed and wrapped my arms around march pulling her close to me. I kissed her cheek and drifted into a nights sleep.