Broken forever or so i thought

Chapter four

(March's p.o.v)

After I got home from the boys house. I went to my room and lock the door behind me.

I walked to my bathroom opened my make-up bag. I pulled out my razor blade and pulled my sleeve up revelling my other cuts.

I pulled the blade over my pale skin. Watching as the blood ran down my arm. What a nice site to see I guess I should clean them up.

(Lima's p.o.v)

After march went home I started to worry really bad.I looked over at Niall and zayn they were deep in conversation .

Just then Mikaela walked in the door with tears in here eyes.

"guys march's mom just called me" she said running to Harry. "what did her mom say" said zayn with worry in his eyes. "she said march is in the hospital agin for cutting to deep" she said in between sobs.

"will she be okay" Niall ask on the verge of tears. "They don't know yet she has lost a lot of blood" Mikaela said. Finally I had to speak "when can we see her" I ask holding back tears.

"we can see her as soon as we can" she said getting out of harry's lap. With that I got up grabbed the car keys and said lets go.

(march's p.o.v)

I must have fainted or something because I woke up in a hospital room. There are people here but I don't know who yet. I look over to see Mikaela and Harry standing by my bed.

Mikaela was crying into Harry chest. He was rubbing her back and whispering nice things in her ear to make her stop.

I look past them to see Liam sitting in a chair with red puffy eyes. Niall and zayn were sitting on the floor. Poor Niall was sobbing in to zayn.

I sat up in bed and looked at them all. And asked them "why are you here when you could be doing something way better" I said in a blunt tone. Liam, Mikaela and Niall jumped and ran to me, attacking me with hugs.

(Mikaela's p.o.v)

She was awake thank god I thought I had lost her.

(Niall's p.o.v)

March is awake I thought she was going to die.

(Liam's p.o.v)

Thank god she's awake I had been crying for so long I don't think I can cry anymore

(march's p.o.v)

I looked at them and Mikaela Said "march we thought we had lost you" she said with a big smile on her face.

I said "I just couldn't take it anymore I had to do what I thought was the only way" I said. Liam came over and said "march we know you are getting bullied at school why didn't you tell us about it" he said with worry in his eyes.

"because there's nothing you can do about it. I've been bullied since my freshman year of high school you can do anything about it Liam none of you can" I said in anger and sadness.

"can you all please just leave me alone. It's how I feel and I just need you all to go away and please don't came back" I said with tears in my eyes

As they all left Liam stopped and said " when your ready to let us back in to you life let us know" with that he shut the door and I cried in to my pillow.