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Hongjoong buried his head through his producing table. As he continue his own work in the studio. Remixing, working with vocals, recording, working for everything. He's stressing himself out. He's alone, working and working.
He thought of everything, the members, the fans, everyone. Why was he doing this anyway? For himself or for others?
He look around his studio as loneliness came into him. He knows he's been this empty ever since he entered the entertainment insdustry. He's been ready for this so far. No sleep, no friends hang out, no rest. Being alone. Staying online, staying awake. Continuing what he wants to finish.
What was his goal in life? To be successful? To be famous? To be recognized? What is he gonna do after everything he's been through?
He leaned back breathing in and out remembering memories he made with the members. Seonghwa's lovely smile, Yunho's naughty seld, Yeosang frowining on his corniness, San cuddling him, Mingi's out bursts, Wooyoung's annoying laughs, Jongho's playful punches that doesn't seem like a playful one.
He has his members. The boys that are making him go on. The boys that he will cherish. His pals, his friends, more like his family. He has them. He has everything.
Why does it feel lonely then? Being with others, why does it seem lonely for him then? Everthing was lonely for him.
Being alone, staying still
Is it that difficult to do
Whether being alone or together
The loneliness feels the same
One day it will stop
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