Poetry about me

Fighting

I'm tired of being pushed around.
I'm tired of being the one to pick up people off the ground.
I'm tired of fighting to be with you.
I guess I'll always be screwed.
I always had a thing for you and your crew.
I'm tired of fighting with my emotions.
I feel like I got to conquer a whole fucking ocean.
I'm tired of fighting to stay alive.
I'm tired of just letting my heart slowly die.
I'll fight still.
I rather know I'm still somewhat me even if it kills.
Even if fighting kills me.
I will always have my dignity.
Dignity of knowing I never gave up.
Fighting will always just have to be enough.