𝓦𝓱𝔂 𝓘 𝓛𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓜𝔂 𝓑𝓮𝓼𝓽 𝓕𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓷𝓭

You're One of My Only Reasons to Live

Yeah, this one's true. Wait why would I put it in this book if it was a lie I- Nevermind dw about it.

Anyway you're one of my few reasons to keep on living, because of everything in this book and so much more that ended up being really hard to put into words--

So it'll be left unsaid.

But my mind is always invaded with these really bad thoughts and it overwhelms me and I don't know what to do and recently I've been having thoughts that make me feel like such a bad person but I can't get the thoughts to stop because they're true. In a good state of mind, I don't think that makes me a bad person, but when Im not in a good state of mind--

Yeah---

But whenever I have bad thoughts, I think about things you've told me in the past and how they helped. I even took screenshots of some of the stuff so I could look back whenever I was feeling down. It helps a lot tbh. And just talking to you in general cheers me up. One of my dreams is to be able to meet you in person, and I really wanna make that happen. I'll do everything in my power to make it possible.

I don't think I'd be happy in any lifetime if I never got to talk to you again. That would be heart shattering. I hope we stay friends for l i f e ^^

But yeah. You, my family, and *CoUgH* sOmEoNe eLsE yoU kNoW oF *CoUgH* are my reasons to live lol.

Sincerely,

Me