7 months, it had been 7 months since I had last seen her. I was concerned beyond my life when she disappeared, it wasn't because it was our wedding two days later I was worried if something happened to her. I didn't eat for straight two days untill Sinu called in to tell me that Camila had contacted her that she is okay and sorry. What did she mean by that? I begged her to tell me where she was but Sinu told me that Camila didn't let her know where she was even after asking repeatedly. She just said that she was okay and to take care. I was hurt, heartbroken but most of all confused. Why would she leave me like that, I was dead sure it couldn't be because of our small argument, but then there wasn't anything else to think about.
She couldn't have cold feet but maybe it was the reason, maybe she didn't wanted to get married to me. I called her hundreds of times but nothing, I searched for her in all the places where she used to go when she was happy,sad, hurt or angry but still nothing.
I was a musician, I had a couple of hit songs but I was still struggling to make a strong impact in the music industry. I had cancelled many events and concerts in these past months and today after my manager's warning I had to perform at a charity event to pick up on my reputation. I was beyond nervous, it was like I lost my ability after she was gone, maybe I had because there was no denying that she was my muse and without her music just didn't made sense anymore.
I sighed and made my way to the stage. I looked out in the crowd waving at the audience, and then it felt like all the air in my lungs had been knocked out when I saw her after all these months. My voice got heavy with emotion and tears started to fill my eyes when I saw a guy's arm wrapped around her shoulders guiding her towards a seat.
I took some deep breaths and swallowed the emotions welling up in my throat before starting the first song of my show.
She would not show that she was afraid
But being and feeling alone was too much to face
Though everyone said that she was so strong
What they didn't know is that she could barely carry on
But she knew that she would be okay
So she didn't let it get in her way
Sometimes it all gets a little too much
But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up
And you don't have to be afraid, because we're all the same
And we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much
She would always tell herself she could do this
She would use no help it would be just fine
But when it got hard she would lose her focus
So take my hand and we'll be alright
And she knew that she would be okay
So she didn't let it get in her way
Sometimes it all gets a little too much
But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up
And you don't have to be afraid, because we're all the same
And we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much, yeah
A little too much, I said a little too much, oh
Sometimes it all gets a little too much
But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up
And you don't have to be afraid, because we're all the same
And we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much yeah
Sometimes it all gets a little too much
But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up
And you don't have to be afraid, because we're all the same
And we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much.
