I'm sick of people telling me to get over him,
because they act like I'm doing this by choice.
as if I would choose to be h e a r t b r o k e n
as if I choose to cry at every memory that we spent together
as if
it's
a
choice
that I am suffocating in this anguish
(I am burning from the inside)
if I had a choice,
I would choose to flick the switch
that turned my emotions
o f f
I would choose to feel wanted
but I don't.
I
don't
have a choice
because you
can't
make somebody love you
and you can't choose not to be sad about it
and I'm sad
so sad
so
sad.
-Yugyeom
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Ink Stained Hands | Yugyeom & Jackson
FanfictionInk stained hands, I don't even notice them. How can I, when I'm looking at you? [or the collection of short texts where Jackson loves Yugyeom with all his heart but his heart isn't what Yugyeom wants]
