Run To You ➵ jeongcheol (✓)

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--; Although this is in 3rd person, all of the thoughts ( italics ) are in Jeonghan's point of view.

3rd Person

“S-seokmin?! ” Jeonghan said in shock. Seokmin smiled and hugged the latter.

“Come with me” He whispered after paying for the food.

Jeonghan nodded and let Seokmin drag him to wherever he wanted to go.

Then Jeonghan found himself at the same tower, same hour, same view.. But not with the same man.

Jeonghan, stop thinking like that. You have a boyfriend.

“Hannie-yah” Seokmin called out.

That name.. He never called me like that before.. No one ever did. Except for Seungcheol.

“Hannie-yah, I'm sorry. I've been busy lately that I didn't give you the time and attention you needed.” He said.

“I'm sorry for being so distant with you. But after everything, you still know how to forgive me.” He continued.

“And for that, I love you. I've been a jerk but please, give me a chance to make it up to you.”

“Happy Anniversary, my Hannie.”

Sweet words.. Those same words I loved listening when it comes out his mouth.

But how I wished it was another person who said those sweet words.

Jeonghan's eyes widened when he saw his boyfriend kneel down on one knee and took out a small box then opened it. And there, Jeonghan got mesmerized at the beautiful ring.

“Whatever happenens, Jeonghan hyung. We can't stop a person from getting hurt. Even if it's the person we love, one has to experience pain in order for things to happen.”

“So think about it Jeonghan hyung.. If Seokmin hyung is the one, then never let him go. But if you think that he's not, then let him go now, let him know earlier because it will hurt him more if you keep on pretending just for his feelings to 'not get hurt'"

“I promise from this day on, I will give you my full attention, my time and my love.”

Think, Jeonghan, think.

“Hannie-yah, my Hannie, my love, my prince, my everything..”

Choose, Jeonghan, choose.

“I love you, Jeonghan.”

I'm sorry, Seokmin.

“Will you marry me?”

As soon as he said those four words, Jeonghan broke down. He kneeled in front of Seokmin while crying his eyes out.

“S-seokmin.. I'm sorry.” 3 words. 3 words and Seokmin felt his world shattering.

“I c-can't m-marry you..”

“You are too precious, Seokmin. But I have to be honest with you and my feelings.” Jeonghan started as Seokmin bit his lip, trying not to cry.

“I really did love you, Seokmin. But over the time, I just couldn't be happy in this relationship anymore. It's not because you were distant, but because guilt was eating me up for lying about something.”

“I waited too long to admit this because I couldn't stand myself seeing you hurting. But I realized that the longer I lie, the more it will hurt you when you find out about the truth. ”

“I'm really really sorry, Seokmin. You deserve so much more than me. Please find another finger, the right one, to put this on.”

“The one who will never lie, who will never make you cry. ”

“I loved you Seokmin, but please find someone much better than me. ”

Jeonghan ended while hugging a crying Seokmin in his arms.

Why did you have to be such an asshole, Jeonghan.

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Jeonghan and Seokmin spent an hour sorting things out. They have decided it would be better if they broke up.

Jeonghan smiled sadly as Seokmin walked away, still crying.

“I'm sorry, Seokmin. I forced myself that you were the right one for me, but sadly, I just wasn't the right person for you. ”