MAKING AMENDS

Chapter 1

Hi, 

I am Auriol and as you can tell I am a really huge fan of Sahad, moreover Ahad Raza Mir.

And so to do something productive in quarantine I started writing this fanfiction. Hope you all like it...

It is a continuation from where the drama left us hanging on the last episode...
Don't forget to comment and vote...

HAPPY READING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Song list 2.0

Lae Dooba

Humari Adhuri Kahani

Agar Tum Saath Ho

Amaan's POV

As I sit in my car in my, thousands of questions rise in my head.

Thousands of questions that I will never have answers to......

"Kahan gaya mera woh sukoon jis ki main sadiyoon se talash kar raha hoon? Kyun main abhi bhi darbadar ghoom raha hoon? Kyun mere dil ko woh sukoon nahi mila?

Mera dushman toh aapne anjam tak pohunch gaya hai, per main kab apni manzil pe pohunchoon ga?

Kab hoon ka main aazad iss pinjere se?

Sadiyoon phele maine sirf apni family ko hi nahi khoya tha balke apne aap ko bhi kho diya tha."

Losing yourself once is painful but losing yourself once again over love is even more painful. It is like stabbing yourself just when your previous wounds had started to heal.

"Main Intekham ki dhon main itna ghoom hogaya tha ke mujhe ehsaas hi nahi hua ke mere haar eik badle se ziada tumhari mohabat mazboot thi"

In Aina I had found myself. In her I found the light that could have extinguished every ounce of darkness in my soul.

But instead of letting her be my light in the dark, i used her as a route to my destination, as an asset to give justice to the murder of my parents.

Though most people feel that it was not the correct way to do so, magar jab eik insaan bachpan se hi eik maksad le kar chal raha ho toh usse aap kaise badal sakte hain.

The mentality that I had, that the only way to gain inner peace was to see the murderer of my parents suffer was tattooed in the back of my head.

"Once something is tattooed it can not be removed, the scars or the remnants remain there forever."

It felt as if my life had only one purpose: to cause an immense destruction in the life of the person who was responsible for taking away my sleep and replacing it with nightmares.

And the worst part of it all wasn't losing me, was losing her

Because saach toh yeh hai ke main uss se bhot mohabat karta hoon, apni zindagi se bhi ziada azeez hai woh mujhe aur shayad issi liye usse dhook de kar dil ko sukoon nahi milta, balke bechaini si hoti hai.

Usse rote hue dekh kar apne aap ko mar dene ka dil karta hai. Ghin aati hai mujhe apne aap se.

I regret hurting Aina and I always will.

"Ab heere ko kho dene ke baad dukh toh hota hai, aur woh mere liye heere se bhot ziada thi."

I took Meer Farooq Zaman's most prized possession, his daughter, just so I could take revenge...... So that he could experience the pain I felt when he brutally murdered my mama, baba and Ashoo right in front of me.