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No, Seriously. I'm Gone Forever

Not many people follow me, so I'm kinda jus throwing this out into the abyss. But, for those of you who do care about where I have been, here it is.

I don't really use wattpad anymore to write. Heck, I've stopped writing all together. I just don't have the modivation to do it. I found out that I have depression, and its just gone downhill from there. Falling out of contact with some of my best friends, staying in bed all day. The list can go on and on. So I have decidied that I'm just shutting down this account all together. It'll still be here, but I won't get on it. And if I ever do decide to write again in the future, I'll alert you using this account.

                                    ~And a personal message for my dear friend, sam~

I'm so sorry that I haven't been talking to you recently. I'm not very good at keeping converation anymore, so I have a hard time messaging anyone. I do want to stay in contact with you. I really do. And what i said about being a bad friend... I'm not going to sugar coat it. You CAN be a litle much for me at times. And at times I felt like I needed a break. And to be completely honest, I could have come to that wednesday before you left. I just chose not to. And this is why I'm releived you have better friends than I ever was. I never said or did anything, but I was a horrible friend. On the inside. I'm sorry I couldn't give you better at the time.