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Taehyung- smoking

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Tae pov
Today was the day of our comeback, and as you know comebacks bring stress. The others seem to be handling it better than me, on top of the comeback iv been getting a number of hate comments.
Most of them were from the same username.

The boy's and I were backstage getting our hair and makeup done. We had around 35 minutes till we go on stage, before my stylist dose any of my hair and makeup I speed walk out to one of the exit doors. I grab the unopened packet of cigarettes, and quickly take one and light it not having a clue what I'm doing.
You see last night my phone wouldn't stop buzzing from the one user. And it was getting to me, I usually am very good with the hate comments. But no matter what I try to do to take my mind off them it doesn't work, the only thing I could think of is to smoke.

Yoongi pov
Once I woke up from my nap that got cut off buy Jungkook constantly poking at my ribs. I look at my phone my phone and realize that we only have 25 minutes till we go on stage.
My stylist starts apply makeup to my face only to realize that Taehyung isn't here, maybe he went to pee or is running around somewhere.
"Kook?" I say.
"Mmh?" He replies trying not to move whilst he's having his hair done.
"Do you know where Tae is?" I ask.
"I don't know where he went I think he went to the bathroom?" He says, I only hum in response.
I try to text him to tell him that his hair and makeup needs done and he needs to change into his stage outfit.

Tae pov
~flashback~
My phone was keeping me up. It was already 11:48 pm and I still wasn't asleep. Although we are usually up till past midnight we decided to go to bed early to relax our self and get a well deserved sleep. I can't find it in me to fall asleep. And even when I'v turned my phone on silent it still goes of around every 25 to 45 seconds with the same person commenting on all of my Twitter posts. About how I should quit being in bts and that I should've not entered the audition for big hit. Those are the comments that I'v noticed the most, they
comment more things but I don't look. I'm not sure if anyone else is awake still, but I don't think about it and make my way downstairs. I sloppily put my shoes on and grab some cash off the table in the kitchen.
Once out the dorms I make my way to the nearest shop and to my surprise it's closed the sign says it shuts at 11:00pm. Again I don't think and start jogging to the second closest shop, I'm lucky that it's open. I walk in getting a surprised look from the cashier who looks like she might fall asleep. Then I remember that I don't have a face mask on and that I'm on my pjs. I go up to her and ask for some cigarettes that I'm guessing are good. She quickly hands me them not even asking me for ID I hand her the cash and dash out. I hear a few clicks but ignore it not realizing I had my picture taken.
Present time
I take the rapper off the cigarettes, pull one out then slowly pull out a lighter I had. Slowly bringing the flame to the end of it, wait for it to start smoking then I throw the lighter back into my pocket. I starts to make me feel weird inside but over the few seconds of the felling the weirdness I hear he same clicks as last night but this time I take notice and drop the cigarette. Stamping on it then rushing inside to the others as there is only 10 minutes before we're on stage.
Once I'm inside the dressing room I look at the others to realize that there all staring at me, Hobi is the first to speak.
"Tae, do you by any chance maybe smoke?"
"N-no why?" I lie as my voice is trembling.
"Oh there's this picture of you buying cigarettes last night?" He says in a more serious.
"No I don't smoke trust me and I was asleep last night as we were all goi to bed early." I say getting more confident in my words.
"Ok but this looks a lot like you?" He shows me the picture on his phone, thankfully it's only the back of me so you can't see my face.
I shake my head indicating that it's not me.
They thankfully brush it off and I hurry to get changed into my outfit.

After a few days the incident about me and if I'm smocking is long forgotten about. Luckily for me I go out every night to have a cigarette or so. The pictures that was taken of me were deleted and Hobi Hyung has apologized to me about accusing me.
Now I'm standing outside a few feet away from the dorms enjoying myself with a cigarette in one hand and my phone in the other.
Hearing quick footsteps I step back to the edge of the path as I thought it was a passing jogger. Only to look up to an angry Yoongi, I drop the cigarette and start running down the street as fast as my legs could take me only to hear more fast footsteps after me.
I knew I was gonna get court eventually but I didn't know it would be today. Somethings the worry would keep me up all night, I even once thought about stopping. But then realized that the hate would just get to me. I stop running feeling like I'm gonna fall face first onto the concrete floor. Putting my hands on my knees I struggle for breath, I can feel the tears in my eyes and it's not long before I drop to the floor on my hands and knees. I let the tears fall as I don't bother trying to hold in my sobs.
I knew it! I knew it! I would lose my luck and get court.
Yoongi soon gets to me, I can't see his face because of my tears but I can sense the worry on his face.
I see him pull out his phone, he calls someone but I don't know who. I start to feel lightheaded my breathing getting worse. Yoongi bends down to my eye level and speaks to me.
"What where you thinking?!?!?!! SMOKING!!?? Do you want to die?!?" I hear more fast footsteps probably the rest of Bangtan, I can hear muffled voices but soon I hear nothing as my body drops to the ground.

My head spins rapidly too fast for my liking, I hear someone talking no shouting it's just making my headache worse. I try to call out to them to stop shouting but my voice doesn't work. I start to worry my eyes filling with tears but I don't let them fall. I call out again and this time my voice comes out loud too loud. The shouting stops and I let all my tears fall. A cold hand starts to stroke my hair I move my eyes to see who it is but when I move my eyes the lights in the room get too bright and my eyes burn with pain. I start to sob more, the cold hand is still in my hair but it's not moving anymore. I lift my arm to try to cover my eyes from the light, but another hand stops me from moving. This time I can move my eyes to see who it is, again pair strikes through my eyes but it's not too bad. I see that it's Jimin Hyung, knowing that someone I know is with me I close my eyes from the light.

Jimin pov
As Tae starts to wake up Yoongis and Jins shouting calms down he try's to look at Jungkook who's is playing with his hair but he starts to sob again. He goes to cover his eyes with his arm, but I stop him. Eventually he looks at me and closes his eyes again.

I'm happy that Tae got over his smoking habit, he started to go to a doctor about ways to handle stress. Jin and Yoongi stopped shouting at each other about who's fault it was. The person who was sending hate got reported and fined for the damage they did to Taehyung. Although when we got back from the hospital Tae got a big lecture about lying and now things are settled between all of us. We made a promise to ourselves to tell someone if we're ever struggling with something or getting hate and so far we've all kept to the promise.