Unfinished beginnings

Chapter 1

Harrys pov

Looking out at the night sky from number 4 private drive. The only beautiful thing in sight is the stars and even those go away. Nothing is permanent. Looking down all the things that happend to me I realize I don't have to stay here. The abuse has gotten worse I feel alone my friends haven't sent me a message or anything yet. Every day now for years I sit in this room in pain bleeding crying all alone. I am lost. I am 16 years old today because well today was my birthday my name is Harry James Potter I will no longer affect this world or the wizarding one today I will be free.

I take a step to the bed and look down at the blade sitting there. "I'm coming mom and dad we will be together again." I whisper into the air and grab it. I want to see the only thing that brings me joy so I walk back to the window. I lean against the edge and bring my shaky hand to my arm. I feel the blade against my skin. I push down and see blood blossoming from the edges. I drag it making sure to keep pressure on it. I pull away and do it to the other side it is harder because my hand is going numb. I set the blade down and look at the window seeing the stars as my knees buckle. I slide to the ground I sit with my back against the wall. My arms fall to my side I see puddles of blood forming below me. When it all goes black.

I open my eyes to well I don't know what it is theirs a tall figure towering over me. "W-who are you." I whimper out. 

"I am death and we need to talk." He/she/they says pulling me to my feet. We walk to a bench that showed up out of no where. 

"You have two options harry become what you were truly meant to be or stay here." 

"Where is here exactly?" 

"Well everyone calls it something else but I think you think of it as heaven or hell depends on how you look at it." 

"So i'm dead?" He/she/they nods their head "I want to stay here I want to stay dead." 

"Ah not so fast harry you still don't know who you were meant to be. You would have gotten it on your 17th birthday but well you didn't make it to then. Your creature inharatince."

"W-whats that." 

"well you see somewhere along your moms family history there was creature blood. It never showed up in your family's blood till well now. If you accept to be sent back I will give it to you early. I am sure you will realize not everything is as it seems. Now it will not erase your emotions you are feeling so if you kill yourself again you will not be able to go back."

"What creature is it?" 

"Ah if you decide to go back you will have to figure that out yourself. I am only here to give you the choice nothing more nothing less. Now do you wish to stay or go. Now remember that it will be challenging and it will be a shock to figure somethings out. I have said to much I need your decision."

"Why do this with me?"

"You see Harry people who die from your situation gets a choice. Because well they died in a very I don't know harmful way I guess so if there is another creature that did what you do they will get this same offer. If they however were murdered or died of sickness they are just dead. Many before you and many after you will get this same choice and everyone chooses differently. Now what did you decide?" 

"I-I guess send me back."

"Hmm odd I did not see that coming is that your final decision once I start there is no going back." I nod my head at them and they stand. Everything goes black. 

I awaken in a pool of blood. I look down to see my cuts sealed up. You can still see where they where its a very prominent mark. I sit up and jump back at the blood coated tail hanging off my back. "What the hell happend." It suddenly hits me like a truck I remember the conversation I had with death. "What am I." I change my question 

"Freak 10 minutes in the bathroom go." I get up and rush to the bathroom. Thank god. I turn the shower on and get in it. I start to clean off the blood from my body. Once i'm done I reach up and pull my hand back fast as I feel something on the top of my head. I get out the shower and look in the mirror I see two fuzzy black ears with red tips. I look and see my hair is a little longer. My eyes are cat lookin and still bright green. I look more feminine. I look at my tail and see its also black with red tip. I get back into the shower to only realize i'm shorter since I cant reach the shampoo at the top of the trolley that's in the shower.  I finish my shower after jumping to get the shampoo. I get out and dry off I tuck my tail in my pants and put my hood up and flatten my ears as best as I can.

"Lets go harry Vernon will be mad if your late to the train station ." I hear petunia whisper through the door I open the door and she smiles down at me. Here she hands me my trunk and I give her a quick hug. I must have been out for a few days because I still had a few days before having to leave.

"Make sure to be good." I nod and walk down the stairs and see Vernon standing at the door. "Lets go fag I don't wanna be late." I walk out the door and he smacks the back of me head. 

Once I get out the car he speeds off. I put my glamour on only to realize it doesn't work for my new appendages I make sure it works for the rest of the stuff like bruises. I will have to ask mione about it. I walk through the platform and search for ron. I see him with his family and walk to them. 

"Hiya harry how was your summer?" I hear hermione say as she turns to me. 

"It was okay how was yours?" She giggles and kisses ron as he goes red. 

"It was good. Now lets go before it leaves without us." we walk on  the train and go to the back compartment. "Hey mione I need your help with something." She nods and I take my hood off.

"Oh my god harry you got an inharatence I've read about these.." 

"A what?" Ron says eating a chocolate frog wide eyed. She shoves him. "You a Neko I think harry its like half human half cat." Ron chokes on his food. "A cat." She shoves him again. "Yes dummy look at the ears I thought they were supposed to have a tail though." 

I pull my tail out and stretch it, it hurt being tucked away. "can I touch it." She says looking at me. I nod and she comes to my side and pets my ears and tail. I start to purr and look at her in confusion. "Aww that's so cute. You have cat like ability harry like well you purr and can jump high and are quite nimble and flexible. You also have a mate or mates." 

"A what?" 

"A mate its like someone who your connected to and cant live without. Nekos are usually submissive animals so your mate will be a dominant most likely. But your not 17 so I am not quite sure you got it early." She pets my hair and goes sits next to ron again. 

"Eh who knows you are the boy who lived after all so nothing out of the realm of impossible." Ron says and hands me a chocolate frog. We continue to chat about our summers. 

That's it for this chapter. Any suggestions on who harrys mate or mates should be?