sorry for dead ass going ghost
my birthday was on the 8th of july and like on the seventh my mom basically told me she doesn't care if i kill myself lol what a fucking mom yeah?
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symere held his breath as the beeping sound of the tests sounded off in his quiet bathroom, he sighed and mentally said a prayer before grabbing all 3 and looked at them. positive all three of his pregnancy tests were positive. dropping his head symere smiled with tears in his eyes.
"i won't fail you this time" he whispered and stood up off the toilet and washed his hands and the tests off.
symere then went in his room and grabbed a container and placed the tests in and closed the lid and set it on his dresser. symere then looked down at his tummy and softly rubbed it, he was ready this time and he wouldn't fail his little bean.
symere then cut off all the lights and laid in his bed watching cartoons. around like 30 minutes later jordan walked through the door with food and symere smiled wide at him. he was gonna wait to tell jordan until he knew for sure. his plan was to ask jordan to come with him to an doctors appointment in 2 weeks.
"hey" symere whispered and mentally face palmed himself.
jordan smiled and rubbed symeres cheek and handed him a bag of food which symere took with a smile and immediately began eating. jordan laid between symeres legs and the latter started to feed him. after eating symere began playing with jordans dreads.
"they're getting longer" jordan hummed tiredly and rubbed his face on symeres thigh.
symere bit his lip and patted jordans head.
"im not a damn dog" he grumbled and symere laughed and suddenly gasped.
"baby! can we get a dog please??" symere begged and jordan smirked.
"no" symere frowned and looked down at jordan.
"no? " the word sounded so foreign to symere that he almost asked what the word meant. jordan nodded his head and bit a smile back.
"your telling me no?" symere asked with a whisper and jordan decided to tease him further not knowing that there was tears building up in symeres eyes.
"yes symere im saying no, we can't have a dog" symere breathed heavily and he whined.
"but why?" jordan sat up and turned to symere and looked wide eyed at the amount of tears that was rolling down his small face.
"syme-" he was cut off when symere started crying nonstop. jordan sighed and stared up at the ceiling before looking back at his crybaby. symere had his face covered with his hands and occasionally peeking between his fingers to see if jordan was still watching him.
jordan sighed when symere started crying harder.
"baby why are you crying?" jordan asked symere and moved the latter hands from his face.
"b-because you told m-me n-o" symere was now crying for real now and jordan could tell so he sat him in his lap. symere whined and squirmed and started saying things like "meanie" and "move".
"ok ok ill get you a do-" symere squealed and hugged jordans neck tight and started squeezing and rocking them back and forth.
jordan started coughing and symere immediately loosened his grip.
"oops" he giggled and wiped his tears. jordan shook his head and wrapped his arms around symere.
"crybaby" jordan muttered in symeres ear and the latter shrugged.
