dear nobody

letter ten

6/1/15

dear family -- even though you don't care; dear trey; and dear everyone who wants to read this,

well this is goodbye. i thank you for everyone who tried to stop me from doing this but we all knew this would happen one day.

brendan leaving took a big toll on my life, and if you really cared you would've known that.

i miss him a lot and i can't stand not being here with him. i wish he didn't leave, he basically left me alone.

and trey; i know you cared, and i know you wanted to help me. but you weren't my brendan. no body would ever be as good as him in my eyes.

i've been missing him a lot lately. and i mean a lot.

i'm sorry to everyone, i know i have just been making everyone around me miserable but, my life was miserable. sorry.

but um, i just wanted to say thank you. for trying to help me in my miserable life.

but i'm sorry, this is good bye. forever.

i will miss everyone, but i don't want anyone to miss me. please don't miss me that much i don't want you to hurt over me.

i already took the pills, and i have the rope tied up to my fan already.

i'm going to do this right now.

see you all in another life.

love,

madeline -- who everyone knew, live sucked.