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"Ohh my godddd what am I gonna dooo now.. "My eyes were tearingg upp.. i didn't know what to do now after i saw the pregnancy kit.. it had a positive result on it. Yeah i did it with Lucas last week at our date. But we use protection , how did something like this happen? What about his carrier, his job,fame, everything... On thinking all of this started giving me tensions. I don't wanna lose my child this time. It had no fault in this. Even if he doesn't accept this, i will still raise him/her as my own no matter what. While thinking this,i patted my flat stomach . I don't know but i feel a strange of feeling of happiness. I will soon become a mother. A mini me or Lucas is gonna be in front of me playing around the house very soon.. Then i texted him to meet me after his dance practice with Super M at the cafe near Sm Ent. At noon. I was now sitting at the cafe waiting for him while drinking some water.
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Finally he came after a few mins later. He smiled at me when he saw me.. i waved at him.. then he came to sit near me.
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Lucas : so what's upp that u want to talk with me about babe? I simply text him my message to his phone. When he saw my message he was shocked n shouted while standing up immediately.. Lucas : WHATTTTTTT! Everyone at the cafe stared at him wierdly af his behaviour.. Me : oppa pls calmm down okk n let's talk first.. Lucas : we should goo first.. Then he got up n dragged me out of the cafe.. Then he drove me to our apartment... When we reached our apartment, he sat down while scratching his hair vigorously.. Lucas : how did this happen? I mean we used protection.right. I started tearing when i saw all his reaction n then tried to talk a bit.. Me (crying) : I know oppa but u know it's not always 100% safe.. but.... Lucas : my goddd what am i gonna do now!! Our album just came out... Now everything is gonna be ruined.... Because of my carelessness. What should we do now??? I just can't stand anymore of this behavior. So I got up n said " Lucas oppa if u can't take responsibility,it's ok with me. I will take care of yourself. If u care so much about your fame. Fine, live your life by yourself . I will be a single mother n take care of my child. If u were a real man like Chen oppa from Exo who also had a premarital baby, u would have accepted the situation. But since the condition is different. I will get out from your life forever. All the best in your future too. Goodbye" When I was about to leave,he pulled me close to him n hugged me instead.
