Finding the Light

The Calm

Y'all thanks for fucking wit it it's the first one. I'm still working on it tryna get it together. But talk to me people. 💕

June
"What the fuck you said" the voice said then I felt a hand hit on me. Hold up we not finna do this hitting shit I thought to myself. She better be glad I'm in my right mind or she'll get hit the fuck back "Fuck is yo problem" I said getting up. "Who the fuck is Light" she said getting in my face. I sholl did say that shit I thought to myself. Maybe I'm high I thought because what the fuck. "Aight ima head out" I said getting my shit and and walking out. "How the fu-" I closed the door and got in my car. I got what I came for I thought to myself. I checked my phone and scrolled down seeing I had a text from light.

Bestie Mama💕
I made it home ❤️.

Shit I just liked the message and headed back to the crib. I can't believe I said that shit but fuck it hoe no regrets.

*next morning*

I heard my phone ringing and the shit woke me up out my good ass sleep. I rolled over to answer it without looking at the caller ID. "Fuck you want" I said answering the phone. "A fucking ride my nigga" I head on the other end. "Oh shit I'm on my way let me slip sum on" I said getting out the bed. "Uh huh" Light said before ending the call. I went in the bathroom to take a shower and do my hygiene thing real quick. I threw on some black sweats and a wife beater. I put on black sweats cause Ian wanna give it to em too much today. I grabbed my shit and headed out. I'm on my way to Light house and I thought about that shit again. I know my dumbass ain't moan my bestfriend name while I'm fucking. 10 minutes later I pulled up at Light house.

"You need to stop smoking and learn how to set a fucking alarm" she said getting in the car. "And on top of that don't answer me like that again June." She said looking at me putting her seatbelt on. "You dont run this shit." I said looking over at her. I decided not to tell her about last night. Ian lying to my bestfriend cause she ain't ask. A nigga was just high.

"You my son" she said looking at me rolling her eyes as I pulled off. "None of that and you need to learn how to fucking drive" I said looking over at her. "And you need to learn how to put on a fucking seatbelt." She said snapping back at me. See everybody think she sweet and shit but I gotta go through this shit. "You know pops won't let me drive. He said it's cause I can't remember nothing and he don't want me getting lost or some shit like that. But it's good cause you my chauffeur " She said looking down at her phone. "Ima teach yo ass how to drive u too old." I said laughing. "How yo date went" I asked when I noticed her looking at her phone. Her eyes lit up so that was a good sign. "It was cool" she said still looking at her phone. "Man youn never put that bitch down" I said laughing "just tell me later". "I gotchu" she said looking over at me. "Man I gotta meet this nigga he got my bestie happy and shit" I said looking at the road. "Not yet wit yo overly aggressive ass" she said looking at me like I was crazy. "Gotta make sure they good for you" I said laughing.

In about 5 more minutes we pulled up at the school. "Ian coming today but I'll pick you up. You gotta work?" "Nah I quit last week it was bullshit" she said getting her stuff together to get out the car. Her ass was already a hour late. "Be safe love you" she said before getting out. "Love you too" I said before she closed the door. Shit I forgot to tell her ass bout the situation with Gino I thought. Shit I'll just tell her later. I watched her walk in the school and drove off. I went ahead and decided to handle some business to get it done with so I wouldn't have to worry about it later. When I got done with that shit I went to the spot to meet with pops.

"Wassup" I said walking in and sitting down. "We gotta call that Gino shit off right now" he said looking at papers. "What" I said bout to damn near jump out my seat. I wanted his ass. "Yo brother in jail. He got caught up and we need to get his shit together so we need to lay low." He said looking at me. "Jarell or Mal?" I asked him. "Jamal" he said bluntly. "Fuck" I said to myself. These niggas lucky but they try any shit I'm dumping on they ass.

I picked Light up from school and told her about all that shit about my brother. I ain't really go into detail about Gino and give no names because I had to get the shit together first and I was still a lil heated. She not gon tell a soul ain't nobody got my back like she do. She was sad Mal was in jail but happy Ian have no licks or nun to go on. This just the calm before the storm Ian forgot shit.

*2 weeks later*

It's been 2 weeks and Mal was still in jail. I been really out here going to school for two weeks straight. Been round Light ass too much. I been seeing the feds lurking around more and more. I don't know what the hold up is and pops still ain't said what happened but my brother need to get out. I couldn't even get back on the Gino shit yet.

Light
Me and Marcus been fucking with each other for about a month now. I'm getting used to having him around and he getting used to me. I hope my ass ain't getting too comfortable. Thanksgiving next month and so is my bestie birthday. He always seem sad around his birthday so hopefully I can think of something to cheer him up. I think it got something to do with his moms but I ain't never wanted to dig too much. He be miserable and out of his element  and ion like seeing him like that.

Marcus👀: Outside

I grabbed my stuff and walked my happy ass outside ready to see Marcus.

"You looking good Ma" he said as I got in his truck. "Thanks" I said as I looked at him smiling. "Where we finna go" I asked putting on my seatbelt. "Wanna go to my crib and just chill?" He said looking over at me licking his lips. Why the fuck not I thought to myself. "Let's go then" I said sitting up watching where we were going.

We pulled up at Marcus apartment. When we walked in it was spacious and reminded me of a condo. "It's nice as fuck in here boy" I said looking around. "Preciate it" he said smirking. He stopped on the way and got us some chick fil a so I found my way to the kitchen to sit the bag down. "Thanks for my food" I said digging in the bad. "Nah" he said looking down at me. "What" I said looking at him confused. He grabbed me in a hug and kissed me on my lips. "That's how you thank a nigga from now on" he said smirking. "So Thank me" he said looking at me. I reached up and kissed him on his lips. "Now let's eat" I said getting out of the hug which made him laugh.

When we got done eating we went to the living room to watch tv. "So let's have that conversation" I said getting comfortable on the couch. "Shit" he said looking off at the tv. "It's cool you don't have to" I said getting off the couch and headed towards the door like I was about to leave. "Stop fucking playing man come back" he said making me turn around. I sat back down on the couch. "Aight man" he said sucking his teeth. "So why u don't talk about yo childhood Ma" he said looking at me while he was  laying on my legs. "I lost my memory and I don't remember nothing from when before I was 14. I don't even know my fucking parents." I said looking at him with a straight face. After so long you can't really be sad. "Shit I'm sorry" he said looking at me. "Nah u good don't sweat that, but it's my turn" I said smirking at him. "What you do for a living" I asked him. He wiped his hands down his face before he said "I'm a dope boy Ma." Aw fuck I thought to myself but I already figured. Now I got 2. "Fuck Marcus" I said as I looked at him. "Trust me ima be aight don't worry bout that shit." Then another question popped in my head. "Why the fuck they call you D and why you don't want me to call you that." He looked me in my eyes and it's almost like his eyes went dark. "They call me D for Drako. Ion get called that shit outside of business so it's just D I gotta stay discreet and I know you got me" he said looking me dead in my eyes.

"I gotchu" I said looking back at him.

How y'all feel about this chapter man? How y'all think this shit gon turn out cause ion think it's gon be good 😩.

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