stuck forever

Chapter 58

Kay's POV

I've been tryna avoid aug  lately because it seems like everytime I'm around him it's negative energy! Afta that fight with Erica I was honestly only mad at myself Yea she put ha' hands on me but I coulda walked away I ain't have ta fight ha that was sooo stupid of me dat bitch coulda kicked in ma stomach or sumn I seriously gotta think befo' I do shit because me lashing out hasn't always been the best but ma sistas got that bitch too and she'll knoe not ta fuck with me anymo'

London- Soo Yu really ain't going ta Barbados with us!

Kay- I cant... I gotta get ready fa tour the day y'all come back I gotta leave plus I have a new idea

London- what?

Kay- Since people always clowning how many kids I got and allat ima start a beybe line! Yanno? Strollers car seats allat good beybe stuff and start making some mo money I-

She cut me off

London- Makayla slow down! Yu have your music career, modeling career with FENTY , hair care line and a beybe line dropping?!

Kay- yea I've already talked ta tha people about it I got a meeting tmr

London- Kay ... Yu know Yu ain't supposed ta be workin like dat not only is Yu pregnant but ion need yo heart ta start giving Yu problems again

I sighed and looked at ha'

Kay- London I'll be fine I got everything unda Control I got 6 kids and two on tha way I needa make sho' they'll be good me and august won't be hea foeva

London- girl please them kids are already set for life! Yu jus slow it down okay? You're doin a lot at one time I bet yo doctor doesn't even know

Kay- Aight Aight I hea Yu London

London- did Yu tell aug yet!?

I shook ma head no and she pinched me

Kay- ouchhh!

London- what type of sick games are Yu playin Makayla tell him !!!

Kay- I am! Jus afta I get back from tour because if I tell em Na' he ain't gone let me go on tour and I already pushed it back I can't let ma fans down twice

London- bitch are Yu stupid? Sometimes I really think Yu got a few screws missin

Kay- why Yu say dat

London- Yu expect dat man ta wait a whole month? By that time you'll already know what chu having and everything that's not fair Kay

Kay- fine! I'll try ta tell em soona.... I'm jus scared sis

London- Why? Yu havin a beybe witcho husband not a stranger

Kay- we're separated sis!

London- Soo... sis y'all been tagetha 20 years y'all needed a break from each otha

Kay- The man jus came home from jail dat was a break right dea!

I said lookin down at my hands and she laughed

London-Aweee Kayla Yu miss him?

Kay- yea I do... A lot and I knoe if it's these hormones but I be soo close ta callin em

London- Doesn't matter what it is if Yu miss yo husband ain't none wrong with going back home what chu scared what other people gone think?

Kay- Yea...ima look stupid! That's why I'm gonna have a lowkey pregnancy! I only want people close ta me ta knoe yanno?