part.37. Our colourless rainbow..(an Lgptq+ relationship struggle n love story)

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Seejay's pov.
Me : ..... It's ....
Mom: who is she?
Me: it's my new girlfriend...
Mom: oh my godd. Have u gone mad? How can girl date girls. Don't u have any boyfriend here. If u don't have any I can arrange one suitable suitor for u.. Would u like An IAS Officer,Doctor,engineer,pilot,businessman ,etc...
Me: mom I love her n no one else. U can marry any one of them if u like. My decision won't change. I love her n we promised to each other that we would marry when she is ready financially.
Mom just couldn't hold it anymore she slapped me at once.
SLAPP.... 👋👋
mom: ENOUGH IS ENOUGH OK. I WAS REALLY HAPPY WHEN U BROKE UP WITH THAT FOREIGNER SINGER WHICH SINGS CHING CHONG SONGS N NOW AGAIN UR READY TO INSULT ME IN FRONT OF OUR RELATIVES,FRIENDS,SOCIETY.. R U A LESBIAN OR SOMETHING. HAVE U GOT ANY RESPECT TO YOUR ELDERS.
after experiencing the pain from the slap was nothing than the words spoken by her just now. Hence I couldn't hold it enough.
Me: N U KNOW WHAT MOM I M NOT A PUPPET. AND YESS I M A LESBIAN N I AM NOT ASHAMED TO CALLED MYSELF AS ONE SINCE I M ONE OF THEM. U GAVE BIRTH TO ME LIKE THIS. IS THIS ALSO MY FAULT WHEN I LOVE SOMEONE DESPITE OF THE GENDER. I SACRIFICED MY PREVIOUS LOVER FOR U N NOW AGAIN U HAVE STARTED TORTURING ME AGAIN. IF U CONTINUE TO DO LIKE THIS IT'S BETTER TO DIE THAN LIVE WHILE SUFFERING LIKE THIS. I M ASHAMED TO CALLED U A MOTHER WHO DOESN'T EVEN RESPECT HER DAUGHTER WISHES.
MOM: I MEAN ,DON'T U HAVE ANY BOYFRIEND IN YOUR LIFE. HOW CAN GIRLS MARRY GIRLS. USE YOUR BRAIN. HOW WILL U PRODUCE  YOUR OFFSPRING? THINK.. WHO WILL MAINTAIN THE FAMILY Hierarchy? FROM WHERE WILL I SEE MY GRANKIDS LIKE OTHER NORMAL GRANDPARENTS .
Me: mom pls calm down ok. For that information, we have made plans to adopt children from the orphan home or children home. It doesn't really have to be our own blooded child. We just have to nurture them as our own n make them someone successful in their future. It all depends on us. Let us broaden our mindset mom, for once. Nowadays technology is high. Lot of people r educated. Just at least try to think outside the box mom.
Mom: what do u kids know about the future? Don't u dare try to give me advice to your elders young lady. I m your mother n hence I have more experience than u. U will obey what I said. I said this for your welfare not to ruin u ok. And also I don't want any adopted orphan children. I want real blooded children. Can Tania give that to u huh? Answer me this question. R u gonna stay silent at this question then?
When she said that words I started tearing up, but I struggled myself to give my best answer to her.
Me (crying 😭) : mom, Tania knows that all the elders from both side would want to have only real blooded child n not adopted children. So she is willing to do sex reassignment surgery after she got a job. That surgery is gonna harm her body, whether shorten her lifespan or something but she is willing to do it n sacrifice her body because SHE LOVES ME SO MUCH. NOW R U SATISFIED MRS SOIBAMM..
I couldn't hold it anymore ,that I shouted to her back during my last sentence.
Then she slapped me again n started beating me.
Mom: u bad bitch, monster daughter u never cared for us... U only think about yourself. Your nuisance is gonna kill both your parents very soon. U should rot in hell unless u changed your mind. Call me a bad mother, but i m gonna do this to brainwash u or something. U won't realise how much I cared about u, thinking about u. N this is how u repay to us.
I didn't do anything, I just hold myself in. I let her beat me. All I can do was cry in a mess.
Mom: u won't get any dinner tonight . I warn u bad girl..
Then she left my room...
I cried all out my emotions that night. I cried,cried,cried n didn't even remember that I had already went to sleep while crying..
The next day, I woke up with great headache after crying a lot last night.
Then I received a call from Tania.
I was happy n almost forgot all the pain that I got from my mom. But never thought I realized that it would make me feel worse than before.
Me: hello babe.
??? : is this seejay?
Me: umm yes, isn't this Tania?
??? : no it's her mom..
Me: oh hello mother, good morning..
Her mom: stop acting like a daughter-in-law, it sounds fake kinda..
I felt hurt when she said that to me, but I just ignored it n continued having conversation with her.
Me: is there anything u like to ask me,mother?
Her mom: yeah about that, I called u here on the phone as I wanna tell u something. Just Break up with my daughter. Really. U two just wake up n smell the coffee. This is the reality n not a dream. Why r u two so stubborn? U girls r only gonna make it worse. I mean how can two girls marry. Just get a hold on yourself. Think... If my daughter were a boy, I would have agreed to both of your relationship. But since it's the contrast, I m afraid, I won't allow to make this happen.
I started crying again when I heard her words..
Me (sobing): mother pls trust us. We will try to do our best.. We won't disappoint any family members. Just pls give us your blessings mother . I beg of u. I really love her. I even break up my ex boyfriend for her. Pls do not try to break the two of us again. She also loves me too. Both of us have promised to each other that we will stay together until the end.. Mother pls 🙏..
Her mom: enough of all the nonsense n stop the drama at once. It was careless of u to break up with your ex bf. But it's not our business. Stop ruining our daughter. No one knows what bad things we would do to u if u continue to do like this. N also don't tell Tania that I called u ,to tell u this. Bye..
Then she hang up.
It feels like pouring oil to the fire 🔥 again n again.
I mean why is everyone trying to break our relationship. Does they not want to see our happiness? Why God?
In the afternoon..
During phone call.
Tania: I m sorry, I know my mom said mean things to u in the morning.
Me: how did u know about it? I never told u before.
Tania : I just found out..
Me: hmm.. I also fought with my mom yesterday..
Tania: is it about us?
Me: maybe....
Tania: I know everyone in the families is doing this to us. But still we shouldn't give up just because from their few mean words. After all we promised each other.
Me: its because ur not the one suffering .. I m suffering all alone from my mom's beating n painful words.
Tania: excuse me, do u think I m happy here dancing along with my mom because of our same sex relationship..
Me: oh glad to hear that bye..
I hang up the call.
Tania: wait... Jjj...
Skips forward..
Author pov..
Days went by.. The both of them continued to suffer like this, Fighting about their relationship from both of their families.
Their relationship is like a colourless rainbow 🌈. So I symbolised their relationship like that of a Colourless rainbow 🌈. But no matter what they r going through this together with a hope that one day,they will shine bright. They didn't give up on their relationship n thus, no matter how colourless it is, there will be always a ray of hope as long as the love of this two beautiful souls continent their journey. And One day there will be seven colours of 🌈rainbow in their lives.

 And One day there will be seven colours of 🌈rainbow in their lives

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