It's been 5 years since I started working for Jensen and Danneel Ackles as babysitter of their 2 year old daughter Justice Jay. It's been 3 years since Jensen and Danneel finalized their divorce. No one had ever thought it would go wrong between these two, but sometimes love just fades away.
Danneel got her own babysitter for Justice when she moved back to LA and I stayed here with Jensen. He is 6 years older than me, but sometimes that fails to show. There are times where I feel more like his babysitter than Justice's, but those usually are the best times.
I remember this one time clearly. Justice was away for the first weekend, which left Jensen home alone. Normally he would call his buddy Jared, but since they had a break from filming he went on a holiday with his wife and two sons. It left him alone on a cold winter night and having looked to deep in the bottle he called me. It was the first time I had seen him cry next to in his performance.
"I don't know what to do without them." he had said. "I need them Y/N/N."
"Jen, it's okay. You're not alone. Jared might be in Europe and Misha might be back in Boston, but you still have me. Okay? I'm not leaving."
"I need a beer." he said as he stood up from the sofa, but I pulled him back.
"What you need is to sober up. Why don't you go take a shower and get to bed huh?"
After he had put on his grey sweatpants he stumbled down the stairs with a long face.
"Goodnight." he softly mumbled, almost stumbling over a table.
"Here, let me help." I said as I put his arm around my shoulder and tried getting him up the stairs to his bedroom. It was a little harder than I anticipated since he was quite a lot taller than me and way more muscular.
When we finally reached the bedroom I plopped him down on his bed, pulling the covers over him as he laid down.
"Go get some sleep now big guy." I said before placing a quick peck on his cheek and leaving the room. I staid on the sofa in the TV room that night to make sure he would be okay.
Ever since that moment we had gotten closer. He had even invited me to come with him to Vancouver this time. Of course I couldn't say no to that.
It was a Saturday evening and Jensen and Jared had a break from shooting for this weekend. They had invited me to come with them to dinner. Jared and Jensen were waiting in the living room of Jensen and I's apartment as Gen was getting my make-up tip top in order.
I was wearing a tight, black, knee-length dress with a low cut and open back. Together with my black stockings and velvet red shoes and my Y/H/C hair was in a waterfall braid.
As Gen and I walked out of the bedroom we got a few whistles from the boys, making us giggle lightly. Gen and Jared were the first ones to link their arms and walk out of the apartment.
"You look stunning." Jensen said as he looked me up and down with a smirk, lightly biting his lower lip, making a crimson red blush cover over my cheeks.
"And you look adorable." I giggled as I looked at the man in the black and white tux.
I slipped my black, leather jacket over my shoulders before Jensen wrapped his arm around my waist and led me to the car that was waiting outside, a beautiful Cadillac Escalade.
Jared was already sitting behind the wheel with Gen by his side.
"I'll be the Bob tonight." he chuckled, taking his wife's hand in his own as Jensen and I slipped in the back of the car.
We stayed in the restaurant for what felt like hours. We had all agreed not to get ourselves drunk tonight so we could go out and explore some tomorrow.
It was around 1am when we got back into our seats. I had laid my head on Jensen's shoulder, trying my best not to fall asleep. Luckily we were dropped off after only about half an hour of driving.
