The Girl who didn't believe in love

Waking up in the morning is yet another part of my daily routine. My life's no magical adventure. No mystical ride. Thinking logically is yet another part of me. I've been called somewhat of a closed minded person. Open mindedness just isn't my forte. It's the way I was raised. I mean 17 years of believing in only what you see and not of what you hear kinda gets to you. I guess there really isn't much anyone can do for me.

I get out of bed, take a shower, and get dressed. Normal. I eat breakfast, go school, get decent grades. Typical. I'm used to this life, but that doesn't mean I'm happy. I used to think it did... but somehow, now.. I think differently.

This morning wasn't really my normal routine. I got up, took a shower, got dressed, and ate. My brother walked me to school which was unusual. I enjoyed the walk. Especially on rainy days like this one. When we got to school I went to my locker and walked into Biology class sitting in my seat in the back as usual. I sorta zoned out the teacher seeming as I already knew todays' lesson like the back of my hand. The song Jersey by Mayday Parade played through my head phones. I love this song.

I watched as the rain fell against the window pain. I sung under my breath along to the song "Now I'm hoping just a little bit stronger. Hold me up just a little bit longer. I'll be fine I swear. I'm Just gone without repair." From beside me I heard an unfamiliar voice sing "Let's write a song that we can dance to. 'Cause they all wanna listen. Just to know how it sounds when. I do that thing you know that I do. When I find inspiration.." I looked at the unfamiliar face. As I sang along with him. "Well, this is me breaking down when." He had the most piercing blue eyes that stared back at me. "'Cause Jersey just got colder and, I'll have you know I'm scared to death. That everything that you had said to me was just, a lie until you left. Now I'm hoping just a little bit stronger. Hold me up just a little bit longer. I'll be fine I swear. I'm Just gone without repair."

The teacher walked to the back of the class as we continued to sing. We hadn't noticed him until he was right above us. "Miss Craft, I hope you're not trying to influence Mr. Jameson here into becoming a trouble maker. Are you?" I was quick to respond to his silly accusations. Trying to sound all tough and whatnot. Ha! It wasn't working for him. "No, sir. You see. Mr.... Jameson? Here was just showing me his favorite song. I kept telling him that we should listen to the teacher. Him being new and all, I was trying to show him the way.. But he just INSISTED that we sang. As if this were a musical or something. I just couldn't resist." I gave him a fake smile. "Sarcasm will get you nowhere Miss Craft. Remember that." "Will do sir." Then I just continued to watch the rain fall as I hummed along to What Is Love by NeverShourNever.

When the bell rang I grabbed my side bag and walked to advisory, First I made a quick stop at the bathroom to fix up my make-up. Black eyeliner and light grey eyeshadow to match my grey long sleeved shirt that hugged my curves perfectly. I also had on black ripped skinneys and grey converse. My long brown wavy hair was loose and fell against my back. A grey and black bow in it. The kind with the pretty lacing and fabric that looked like what brides put over there face before a wedding.

When I was pleased with my looks I walked to Advisory singing Can't Stand It by NeverShoutNever. I like music, sew me..  "Baby I you. I never wanna let you go. The more I think about, the more I wanna let you know. That everything you do is super fuckin' cute, and I can't stand it!" I was was singing at the top of my lungs as I skipped into the class room. All eyes were on me. Even a familiar pair of blue ones. My best friend Gabriel began to laugh. "Aww, you really think everything i do is super fuckin' cute? Your too sweet." I gave him the biggest hug. I hadn't seen him for a week. He was on vacation to Italy. Lucky jerk! My parent's wouldn't let me go with him though... Oh well.

"OMG!! GABBY!! I MISSED YOU!! I've been calling you for days!!" I yelled as I attacked him with one of my super awesome bear hugs. No honestly. I'm like a lethal weapon. He pushed me away and started singing my favorite song IN THE WORLD! "Yeah, you sure broke my heart last week. When you said you had slept with." He pointed at the new kid. "I know you called. I got them all. Lalalala dada." I almost died laughing when I saw the expression the new kid had on his face. He looked as though he had just been told he was actually a girl and  6 weeks pregnant. Odd senario, I know. But that is definatly the face he had on.

"Umm... There must be a misunderstanding here... I... Umm... Hi. My name is Finn.. and.. I'm new here.. I moved here from Colorado yesterday and... I... uh.. didn't... um..... well,, you see..-sigh- How do I put this...  there's no way I could have possibly... uh.." Gabby and I looked at each other and I just couldn't;t hold it in any longer. I cracked up and I couldn't stop laughing. If it wasn't for Gabby holding me up I swear i would have been rolling on the floor. By now everyone was already talking so no eyes were on us during our little scene.

After about 20 minutes I finally calmed down and introduced myself. "Hello Finn. My name is Luna Craft, and this is my best friend Gabriel. It's very nice to meet you." He seemed confused, which only got me laughing again. Gabby was the one to speak now. "It's alright dude. I was just playing around. She's my best friend and I was singing her favorite song. She's not my girl and I know you haven't slept with her." He seemed to finally get it. "So, your not together?" "No." Finn seemed relieved, Uho. Seems like someones got a crush.That got me to laugh YET AGAIN!

"What are you laughing about now?" asked Gabby. "Noth. HAHAHA!! NOTHING! NOTHING AT ALL!! HAHAHA!!" Finn looked at me like I was crazy. Though his eyes seemed as if he thought my constant fits of laughter were adorable. "Well. She sure enjoys life to the fullest." He laughed nervously. "Ha... Yeah... You'll get used to that." said Gabby. "I think it's kinda cute." I stopped laughing abruptly as I felt a blush creep onto my face.

He was looking right at me. "Hey man, you wanna go to Luna's tomorrow. We can all hang out." Said Gabby, not noticing him looking into my eyes intently as I looked into his blushing shocked. Idiot was to busy putting all our numbers into each others phones. "Sure." Said Finn. His eyes never leaving mine. The bell rang and I tore my eyes away. I left the room walking towards acting class alone. What was that about? He wasn't supposed to say that out loud.. He wasn't supposed to make me blush.. 

Oh well, I shouldn't think much of it.