My Loves - BTS FF

Misconception - Ch 4

~Recap from ch 2~

I finally am able to hear footsteps behind the door. I'm filled with fear and dread for what will happen now. The door opens and my breath gets caught. I just realized my blindfold was off and I saw them. I couldn't look away from them, it's like I was in a trance that I couldn't get out of. God, I hope I make it out alive because I may not be able to last much longer here....

*Aphrodite's POV*

It's been a few hours since I last saw them but the fear is still there. I saw them again except they looked like they matured since then. What made me hate myself was that I wanted them, desired them. I wanted them to ravish the shit out of me. I was being disgusting. What they did to me should have stopped me in my tracks but I can't help feeling like I wasn't any better than they were. When I was once a virgin, I dreamed of losing to the one I loved. That didn't go as planned seeing as I ended up having a kid.

*WARNING - YOU MAY BE TRIGGERED BY THIS SCENE SO IF YOU DO NOT WISH TO READ THIS, PLZ SKIP* (P.S ~ It's not that bad but where the situation is going, it can trigger people.)

~Flashback back to 10 years ago~ 

After I found out who was behind this, I ended up getting let go only for shit to really hit the fan...

"Princess, ready to have some real fun?" Jungkook chuckled deeply

My eyes widened at the statement. H-he's joking right? Maybe he's just trying to scare me?

"What do you mean????" I whispered, scared

They all just smirk and laugh at my stupid question. Right. I already knew yet I had to ask like the big mouth I am. I look at all of them but I see one person missing...

"Where's that dude that just talked to me? He's not here with you guys..." I trail off too terrified to finish

They all look at each other and silently talk to each other but I couldn't understand what it was about. Once they finally finished, one left- which I'm guessing they are going to go get him and the rest are all eyeing my like candy. I keep shifting uncomfortably like a cactus is up my ass or something. 

~10 minutes later~

I finally here the door open to find the man and his friend, I think. He looks over at me with a look in his eyes that I can't comprehend fast enough because his eyes change to that coldness. 

"If I'm going to do this, I do it first and I do it alone." He declared emotionlessly 

Everyone nods their heads and leaves us alone. This can't be good, I can just feel it. 

"You know, I never expected for this to happen this way. I wanted to do it right..." He dies down towards the end

My eyes widen in recognition as I realize it's the man I met last year while I was at a party and I had just left only to find him show up with the smell of alcohol on his breath. Min Yoongi. I never forgot the name. He was quite the guy and a man who I couldn't imagine ever seeing again, until today. He looked as good as ever in that silver hair, wearing that dark navy blue suit coat, a subtle grey on grey plaid suit with a silky brown tie. God how does he look so good? I focus my attention to this moment. Where shit gets real. Too real to be exact.

"Y-you, What do you mean by that?" I falter 

He just smiles sorrowfully at me and that's when I knew what was gonna happen. I smile with him telling him it's alright. 

"And you know that I've always wanted my first time to magical and all but if you need to do this to prove your point, then I'll willingly do it but if you do, make it worth my time and future life." I express

He then gives me a real smile and I can't help but catch that smile as well. 

"Oh, I'll definitely make it worth it..." He grins

Yes, the situation is meant to be a lot graver but Yoongi just knows how to lighten things up and make it seem like it's what I want. With him, I do. With the others, I guess I'll find out soon. I don't want to make everything in my life so terrible just because of a set back. I'm not going let things like that ruin my life and make it seem like it's the end of the world. This is something I'll just have to deal with and it could be a lot worse for me. I could be dead at the side of the road already but I'm not and I'm grateful for it. 

"Will it hurt?" I ask, nervous

"Honestly?" He replies

I shake my head yes.

"I don't really know but my guess is that it might hurt for a bit and then pleasure will come soon." He explains

I give thought to this then signal I'm good to go. He give a signal back saying ok. I take a deep breath and get ready for what is about to happen...

~End of flashback~ *END OF WARNING*

I will say each of them had their own way but Yoongi gave a little something different from the rest. I feel like Yoongi will always be the one who I will always feel for a little more. They have all made me fell some type of way, don't get me wrong. I learned a lot from them but the fact that they did that to me to prove a point is what ruined it for me. If it was under different circumstance then I wouldn't have been so butt hurt by this. 

I actually wanted that to happen when things were different, then I wouldn't have cared and been able to enjoy myself more. Once I realized what I was missing out on, I became a different person. After what had happen, I didn't want anyone else but them and I guess that turned me very bitter. 

I want love but I was never able to find it because they took my everything. They made me feel like I didn't want anyone else. I-I love them. I truly do. And no I don't have stockholm syndrome. I really am in love with them. Welp, looks like I'm scewed............