My Loves - BTS FF

Fear - Ch 2

~Recap~

 The love I had for her was twisted and messed up. I just hope I don't go through the same mistake again...

*Aphrodite's POV*

I walk back upstairs to see my son fast asleep in his bed. I tuck him in and clean up his mess. I don't think I'll be able to sleep knowing someone is out there watching me. If they know, I must hide Clive away from those monsters. This has become serious and I can no longer keep him here with me. So I make a quick decision to take my son and head to a motel out of town and from there, I'll have a family member come get him and keep him hid away from everything. 

This is the best thing I can for him because if he stays with me then I could put him in danger and I can't have that. Keeping him away from my side will be one I won't regret. His safety is more important than anything. I promised myself that when I would one day have a kid or multiple kids, that I would love them and protect them with all that I had. Kids are a part of us and they make our future. They deserve only the best growing up and maturing. 

Once we get to the motel, I instantly call my aunt to come get him. He may hate me for leaving him but I would rather he hate me than keep him with me only to end up getting killed because I was being selfish. I slightly shake him awake.

"Baby, wake up." I say quietly 

He groans and turns over to the other side.

"Clive, it's important that you get up hunny." I sigh 

"Mommy, why are you waking me up so late?" Clive mumbles

"Mommy has decided to have you stay with aunt Eleanor who's going to take great care of you, ok?" I tell Clive

He nods his head in understanding and goes back to bed. I wait for about 20 minutes when I hear a car pull up by my door area. I look through the peephole to find it's my aunt. I sigh in relief as I know my son will be ok.

"I'm so glad you came to pick up Clive." I let out a breath of relief

"Honey, you don't look so good, have you been sleeping well?" She asked worriedly

"No but once I get things sorted out i will." I smile gently at her

She nods and leaves. I close the door and get into bed. I soon fall fast asleep.

~The next day, morning time~

Shuffling noise is coming from outside but I pay no heed to it and go back to sleep only to end up getting chloroformed. This gave me a gut feeling that things were getting pretty heated. This happening will only help me find out who's been following me even tho I have suspicions of who it is, this will only confirmed what I feared. I will never tell them what they know for the sake of Clive's life hanging in the balance. Even if it kills me, they will never come to know him or be able to find him. They aren't worthy to be in his life. This kidnapping will only prove my statement.

~30 minutes later~ 

I'm awoken to water being splashed on me and I jolt in surprise. 

"Wake up Aphrodite, today is a bit busy for us so we need to speed this along. Shall we get started boys?" Namjoon I'm guessing, states

The boys all murmur in agreement and start taking of my blindfold. I stop them from taking it off and having to see their faces.

"Do not take off my blindfold, I do not wish to see anyone's faces." I speak, disgusted

"Why? Because these faces troubled you too much to ever look again?" someone asks, which sounds like Taehyung and scoffs

"Yes, I was so scarred that I never went around another man nor lived or dated one. I was in a dark place for a long time until my so-" I stop mid-sentence so they won't know 

"Your what Aphrodite? Spit it out." Jimin interrogates 

"Nothing." I grit my teeth and lie to them

"Your lying Aphrodite, we know you're hiding something from us, we can feel it." Namjoon speaks up

"Now that you know I'm lying, there's no need for it anymore. I will not tell you what I am hiding because it is none. of. your. business." I seethe angrily

"Your drilling and interrogating is useless because I will not tell any of you. Don't even bother with torture because it still wouldn't work on me." I declare

There's complete silence. I could hear a pin drop because that's how quiet it was in this room.

"Fine Aphrodite, have it your way but just know we won't make it easy for you." Jungkook pipes up firmly

I just sigh and go back to sleep. I wake up a few hours later and the sunlight hits me. I can feel the heat from it. I take my time and reveling in the sun's light. God, I forgot what it was like to enjoy the little things in life. Fear always clouded me and my way of the simple living. I never let fear change my opinion though. 

I have always toughed it out, no matter the situation. This time the matter I'm dealing with is nothing easy of any sorts. I must get my way out again and run as far away as possible from them because I had hoped to never see them like I am now. I suffered immensely from what they put me through until now. 

I finally am able to hear footsteps behind the door. I'm filled with fear and dread for what will happen now. The door opens and my breath gets caught. I just realized my blindfold and I saw them. I couldn't look away from them, it's like I was in a trance that i couldn't get out of. God, I hope I make it out alive because I may not be able to last much longer here....