"Smile or she will punch you." I heard this cheerleader murmured.
"Breath humans, I don't bite." I said and have a scoop of this oreo flavored ice cream.
"Ohh God thank God! Please don't punch us we're just here to make friends." The gay said while holding his chest. Am I that scary?
"I'm Zoe. What do you want me to call you? Keira? Lane? Ke-"
"How did you know my name?" Ah maybe because I am that famous now because of what happened earlier?
"We're on the same class. Probably Seniors and Witless already know your name by now too because of what happened. I'm Eli by the way." Eli said and gave me a bitchy smile. Ahh this Eli and Zoe is something.
"Ral is enough. You can be a bitch in front of me humans. Don't try to cover up." I wink and left them there. This day was tiring as fuck. I want to go home.
I cooked some carbonara and bought some pizza and ice cream. I don't usually fight with my parents that's why I need to make up with them as early as I can.
"Is this your way of saying sorry?" I saw Kuya Blake smirk and scoop some ice cream while my parents are already sitting on the chairs.
"Go to hell Kuya Blake."
I am sorry for being rude while talking to them but I am not sorry for punching that slut's face. Never.
Hinugasan ko lang ang pinag-kainan namin tapos umakyat na ko sa kwarto. Ahhh hindi akk mags-sawang matulog dito sa kama ko. Heaven.
I heard a knock on the door and saw Kuya Blake.
"What do you want?"
"Can you contact Mari? Just ask her if she's okay. Nag-away kami e."
I roll my eyes and open my laptop to call Ate Mari via skype. Good thing she's online.
"Hi Ate Mari! How are you?"
"Ral, kung pinakamusta na naman ako ng Kuya mo, tell him bwiset sya! Engage na kami at lahat hindi pa din ako magawang kausapin kapag nag-aaway kami!"
I can see how iritate Ate Mari is.
"Okay Ate, I'll tell him." I said and wave our goodbyes. Kuya Blake left after I ended the call.
Minutes later, I heard Kuya Blake laughing and saying i love you to his phone, probably it's his fiancé.
I'm glad they end up happily. Unlike mine.
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Remind me not to drink coffee again at night.
Damn it.
I'm here at the roof outside my window, drinking a beer in can kasi hindi ako makatulog. I should not be late later morning cos Mrs. Hart is going to mark me as absent.
Gustong gusto ko na matulog dahil alam ko na kung ano ang kahahantungan ng bwiset na insomnia to. It's either my asthma, or my fucking anxiety.
When I was 12 years old, muntik na ako ma-rape. I can't remember what exactly happened but a boy wearing a jacket with his skateboard, flashlight and whistle scares the rapist and left me. Since then, anxiety keeps on visiting as if it wants to be friends with me.
Go fuck yourself anxiety. I don't need you.
After drinking 2 more beer in can, I decided to get in. Baka makita pa ko ni Kuya dito, lagot na.
Ahhh at last I can now sleep.
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end of chapter five
