The Guardian Angel

Shatter Me

A/N: here is the next update hope you all like it. Honestly I love the comment from this person.. So I dedicate this chapter to Kayla. It won't add her name here.. @qveenlarry. She deserves this chapter, also the music video goes with the chapter at least the beginning of it. So listen to it while reading Zayn's POV
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{Zayn}
I fell asleep late at night listening to this song on repeat.

[Verse 1: Lzzy Hale]
I pirouette in the dark
I see the stars through me
Tired mechanical heart
Beats 'til the song disappears

[Chorus:]
Somebody shine a light
I'm frozen by the fear in me
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me
So cut me from the line
Dizzy, spinning endlessly
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me!

Shatter me!
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me!

[Verse 2:]
If only the clockwork could speak
I wouldn't be so alone
We'd burn every magnet and spring
And spiral into the unknown

[Chorus]
Somebody shine a light
I'm frozen by the fear in me
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me
So cut me from the line
Dizzy, spinning endlessly
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me!

[Bridge:]
If I break the glass, then I'll have to fly
There's no one to catch me if I take a dive
I'm scared of change, and the days stay the same
The world is spinning but only in gray
If I break the glass, then I'll have to fly
There's no one to catch me if I take a dive
I'm scared of change, and the days stay the same
The world is spinning but only in gray
(Only...)

[Chorus]
Somebody shine a light
I'm frozen by the fear in me
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me
So cut me from the line
Dizzy, spinning endlessly
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me!

Me...!
Shatter me!
Somebody make me feel alive
And shatter me!

Zayn

I kept tossing and turning. I kept moving. This nightmares- no they were terrors.
"Help. Anyone.. I need help.." I gripped my phone and it dialled..
"Hello.. Zee" Niall said.
"Ni.. Help.. It hurts." I said. "The terrors.. They're back again.. Help." I fell asleep fully in a dream.

I'm running and I kept running. There is no end but all I see is a man with a set of wings.. I reached and reached but I couldn't- he was too far.
"Justin!! Wait for me..don't.. Don't shatter me..please- I need to feel alive." His wings took flight and I flew back. "No!!!!!!!!!" I yelled. "Justin!" I cried and cried. I was shaken till I awoke.
"Shh. Mate I'm here.." Niall said. I just cried.. I fell asleep to shatter me on repeat. Niall kissed my forehead and laid with me. I didn't want to move. I did something I wasn't suppose to do. I looked at Niall and stripped him into his undergarments and cuddle into his body. I'm sorry Justin. I just need Niall right now.. I closed my eyes.
"Niall misses his boyfriend.. He misses you Justin.." I said falling to a deep sleep.

This dream was about Liam.
"Where am I?" He said. we looked around.
"We are where Justin is at." I said, and he looked at me.
"Justin is here?" He said. I nodded. A tear streamed down his face. I wiped it with my thumb softly. "Where is he?" He asked. I took his hand.
"Let me take you." I said. We walked towards the centre of the area. "Justin. We are here." An angel came down. He has the wings that Justin had gotten a tattooed of. I looked at Liam and he fell to his knees- and I- I just held him.
"Justin.. Who did this.." He said. I rubbed his back in soothing circles.
"Per-" i woke up from the dream. Niall was not next to me.
"Niall where are you?" I asked.
"Down here in the kitchen. Mum made breakfast." He said. Of course- leave it to Niall for food. I walked down the steps to find him still in his undergarments. Niall and I, we have always done this; never needed to be very much clothed at home. I sat down next to him. "How are you feeling?" He asked.
"I had.. The weirdest dream. Justin- he almost told us, Liam and me, who killed him. I woke up right when he said the name.." I said. Niall looked sad.
"Do you remember the name?" He asked. I shook my head no.
"All I remember was P E R.." I said. "Let's get ready for school." He nodded..

{Liam}

This dream was about me, and Zayn, he was there.
"Where am I?" I said. Welooked around.
"We are where Justin is at." Zayn said, and he looked at me.
"Justin is here?" I said. Zayn nodded. A tear streamed down his face. I wiped it with my thumb softly. "Where is he?" He took my hand.
"Let me take you." He said. We walked towards the centre of the area. "Justin. We are here." An angel came down. He has the wings that Justin had gotten a tattooed of. I looked at the floor and just plopped down to my knees. I started to cry more..
"Justin.. Who did this.." I said. Zayn rubbed my back in soothing circles. I felt calmer.
"Per-" I woke up from the dream.
I looked around the room. This is where I sleep at, the headquarters of the police barracks. I picked up my communicator and ringed Sierra.
"Sage come in." I said. "Sage!"
"Do you know what time it is?" She responded back in the communications device.
"4 am, but I had a dream about Justin. He gave me a clue to who killed him. He said.. P E R.." I radioed over.
"Copy that. Let's go back to sleep we have class in a few hours we will talk more later." She radioed.
"Copy. Over and out." I said and I rolled back to sleep only to be awake 3 hours later to start off my day for class.

{Sierra}

I couldn't sleep. Not after the information that Liam told me. Per- who's name did it belong too.. I wondered.. With luck Liam might have more of these dreams. However, they're not really dreams but more of a vision. Maybe Liam is connected to someone who is in just as much pain from the loss of Justin. I took a look into Justin's record, and it didn't reveal much; his boyfriend was named Niall Horan, and his best friend was Zayn. I looked into both of these people and their accounts. Medical records as well, Zayn seems to be in worse shape than Niall. Zayn had a cardiac arrest a week after Justin died, and he nearly died himself. And Niall, he seems to be holding it strong, at least for Zayn. It was a couple of minutes before school had started, and I was waiting for the class to file in. After filing in, I proceeded with the lectures and practicals. Until the final class was dismissed, Liam of course stayed as he was told to do so from his commanding officer. I closed the and locked it from the outside.
"Report officer." I said.
He told me into great length about his dream.
'This dream was about me, and Zayn, he was there.
"Where am I?" I said. Welooked around.
"We are where Justin is at." Zayn said, and he looked at me.
"Justin is here?" I said. Zayn nodded. A tear streamed down his face. I wiped it with my thumb softly. "Where is he?" He took my hand.
"Let me take you." He said. We walked towards the centre of the area. "Justin. We are here." An angel came down. He has the wings that Justin had gotten a tattooed of. I looked at the floor and just plopped down to my knees. I started to cry more..
"Justin.. Who did this.." I said. Zayn rubbed my back in soothing circles. I felt calmer.
"Per-" I woke up from the dream. ' and I thought hard on what he had said.
"Officer Payne, I need to be friendly with Horan and Malik. They are your only two who knows enough of our situation. Start with Zayn, he has the worse end of the death as it is." I said and he nodded. "Dismissed officer." I said. "See you tomorrow."