nothing was the same ~

bye bye L.A

i spent the next few days alone, either in my house or in the studio working on my new song i barely slept because of how scared i was of closing my eyes and seeing him there stading over me with that look on his face so unfamiliar and forieng to me .

i wrote this song love the way you lie it was my way out my one escape and only friend at the moment i din't want to talk to any one about it i was afriad of what ryan would do if i did if i spoke up about it so that led me to write this song. ( its on the right lisent to it i know it's ariana but bare with me ) 

i was currently at home lisening to my song with the tv on with the volume all the way down. i got up to check my phone as it rang reminding me that it was there on the table in front of me i just stared at it not moving an inch , my stomach seem to make these weird noises every now an then from how hungry i was but i still din't move 

justins pov 

i groaned in frustration at the sound of melodys voicemail once again i've been calling her non stop for days now and still no reply 

" hey you reached mel and im either bussy or dont want to talk to you but either way i cant talk or wont talk right now so leave a message and i'll try to reply bye lovess " 

ughh " hey mels is me .. justin again and im really worried whats going on you wont answer my text or calls .. did .did i do something please let me know .. well ill see you tomorrow for our flight to florida yeah remember that we have a tour to prep for .. but i love you mel and im worried please call or text me " i sigh and hung up i hope shes okay god dammit why isn't she replying to me 

melodys pov 

i finally got the guts to check my phone to see a bunch of messages from justin and missed calls but cant forget my parents , emma , and lucille who also blew up my phone

i lisent to justins last message 

" hey mels is me .. justin again and im really worried whats going on you wont answer my text or calls .. did .did i do something please let me know .. well i'll see you tomorrow for our flight to florida yeah remeber that we have a tour to prep for .. but i love you mel and im worried please call or text me " 

ohh god we leave tomorrow im not ready to see any one just yet what am i going to do or say i wont be able to look at them with out braking down and crying and lucille shes coming out to florida to spend some time with me ughh i cant hide this from her she would know somethings wrong right away i finally started to doze off soon falling asleep on my couch 

i woke up the next day with sun shinnig on my face and someone practically knocking down my door from how hard they where banging on it i rubbed my eyes and made my way to it to see a frantic emma standing on the other side 

" ohh thank the heavens your awake sweet heart ( she paused and looked around ) ugghh this is a mess melody what in he world have you been up to did you even pack yet ( i nodded my head no ) oh good we got two hours to catch this flight come one eww whats that smell .. hey whats wrong sweety your not usualy like this at all " she sigh as she unsiped her purse and stared at me 

oh god her it comes i totally broke down right there in front of her sliding back down on the couch she gave me a sympathetic look and sat down next to me rubbing my back 

" oh melody sweety whats wrong you can talk to me about it " she asked 

" noo.. no ( more sternly and put together) i dont want to talk about it , i cant talk about it " i answered back rubbing my eyes 

she sigh " well okay then later , but right now we gotta get you ready to go so go shower and ill get you clothes packed " i nodded my head and headed to my shower 

about and hour later i help emma finish packing and was dressed in some clothes ( picture of outfit to the right ) and let my hair out in the weavy mess it was and placed a black beani on top i grabed a black oversized sweater and we headed out to the airport 

once there it was a hectic sence there where people and paps everywhere i really couldn't deal  with that at the moment so i zoomed past them as fast as i could go we got stoped at security and did all that crap we where taking a private yet so we went to our waiting area where i walked in and saw justin laying on the couch 

he looked up and an instant smile was on his face he ran to me and hugged me 

" please never scare me like that agian i tought you hated me " he sort of whispered at me 

i gave him a sad look " im sorry " was all i said before pulling him in for another hug he was surprised but hugged me back wich put a smile on my face 

" i missed you so much but i needed some time alone " i whispered in his ear 

he nodded in agreement and smiled at me 

" mr. bieber your jet is ready for boarding you all may go in now " the plane helper person said ( i know what they are just dint feel like saying it ) we all grabed our thing and headed unto the jet 

i sat on the sofa next to justin and cuddled on to him and there we both soon fell asleep when i wake up i would officially be in florida , i glad to be getting away fro L.A  and everything that its there mostly just ryan for a while and i plan on leaving him and what he did to me there ...