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I want to be loved . I want real friends or a boyfriend , anything really i am just sick of feeling this way . No one there to sheer me . No one to pick me up when i fall . Do you know how hard is it to just fight life alone and keep ignoring your feelings . I am sick of that and tired . Damn it , i want someone to know me bettre than i know myself , someone when they see me faking a smile take in their arms and tell me everything is gonna be ok and i ll be there for you . All i need is someone to hug me. Is that fucking to much to ask ? Fuck i watch all this movies and series showing how close is the lead caractere with his friends and here i am fucking alone . I could go weeks without talking to my so called friends and they dont even give a damn , they dont notice something missing . I want to scream shout but somewhere along the way , i lost my voice . I want someone when i fall ,to tell me to stand up again then wordlessly show a light on me . I want someone to extend their hands on my exhausted shoulders and wipe my tears that keep falling . 

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