I want to be loved . I want real friends or a boyfriend , anything really i am just sick of feeling this way . No one there to sheer me . No one to pick me up when i fall . Do you know how hard is it to just fight life alone and keep ignoring your feelings . I am sick of that and tired . Damn it , i want someone to know me bettre than i know myself , someone when they see me faking a smile take in their arms and tell me everything is gonna be ok and i ll be there for you . All i need is someone to hug me. Is that fucking to much to ask ? Fuck i watch all this movies and series showing how close is the lead caractere with his friends and here i am fucking alone . I could go weeks without talking to my so called friends and they dont even give a damn , they dont notice something missing . I want to scream shout but somewhere along the way , i lost my voice . I want someone when i fall ,to tell me to stand up again then wordlessly show a light on me . I want someone to extend their hands on my exhausted shoulders and wipe my tears that keep falling .
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Randomit just some sentences or paragraphs i wrote . i hide a part of me in each one of them if you can relate it is great if you cant then you are lucky .it is random so yeah read like vote comment in other word help yourself
