The Senior | H.S

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I just feel like this song describes what Blair is feeling you should get it when you get to a certain part!

As Harry drove me home I couldn't stop wondering if the kiss really did mean nothing. "Harry" I say and he just raises his eyebrows in response. "Did the kiss really mean nothing and why did you kiss me?" I ask him still not able to fully grasp what happened at his apartment. "Just let it go and stop thinking about it, it was just a kiss no big deal." Harry said in a monotone voice. "Yeah no big deal." I say while exhaling. The kiss was kinda a big deal to me though, I mean it was the first time I was ever kissed.

Just let it go Blair it didn't mean anything.

I eventually let the kiss go well for the most part it was still stuck in the back of my mind. The ride was pretty quiet and more awkward compared to all of the other times I have rode with harry.

Harry slammed on the brakes and I jolted a bit forward. "What the fuck?" I say in a flustered tone. "Before we continue driving you need to listen to me." Harry said in an assertive voice while looking deep in my eyes showing me that he was serious. "You couldn't have just started talking while driving instead of trying to kill the both of us?" I reply in a cocky tone still not understanding why hitting the brakes was necessary.

"You better not tell Shawn about the kiss and I'm serious." Harry said, I didn't know if him adding the 'im serious' part was supposed to scare me but surprisingly it didn't. Him telling me to not tell Shawn gave me an idea it would probably take a lot of convincing to get Harry to do but it's worth a try. "What about you, help me out instead." i say while giving him questioning eyes. He looked at me as i waited for him to say something but we just kept looking into each other's eyes, and it was starting to get awkward.

"Well are you going to tell me what you want help with?" Harry finally broke the awkward silence. "Well what if you and I faked a relationship so I could get back at Shawn for hooking up with Emma. Shawn would have a fit an-" i began to tell harry my plan before he cut me off after without hearing all of the details. "Absolutely not, I'm not going to play retribution so you can get back at your brother." Harry said not even giving my idea thought. "Come on please." i say while pouting my bottom lip. "It's still a no." Harry said and that's when i knew i would have to use manipulation at this point. "Wow it's such a shame that Shawn is going to find out his best friend kissed his little sister unless you agree to help me out and i can get you out of him being mad and make him think that everything was staged and he will never have to know about the kiss from today." I said, hoping he would budge and agree. "Fine, but there will be rules and if we are doing this you owe me too." Harry said with a devilish smirk. I put my hand out for him to shake signifying that the deal is sealed. We shook hands and Harry put the car back into drive and continued to head to my house.

Making the deal with Harry was a little easier than i thought but i kept wondering what he was going to have me do for him in return.

I got lost in my thinking and it took me a minute before I realized we had arrived at my house. "Did you want to come in or are you just going to stay in the car?" I asked as I opened the car door. Harry stayed silent and I shut the door taking the silence as a no. Harry sped off once the door was shut and I headed to the front door. I couldn't help but smile at my success of getting Harry to help me out.

"What are you smiling about?" Shawn questioned as I walked through the front door. "Nothing, sometimes smiling is just nice to do. You should try it sometime." I say in an annoyed voice still mad at him but mostly trying to make sure i don't make him question me any further. "Has mom texted you?" I questioned trying to see if she had a change of plan and would be coming home tonight. "Nope." Shawn says in a short reply and heads back up stairs and to his room. I went shortly after him heading to my room remembering that I had a little bit of homework to finish.

I finished my homework and went to go lay down in my bed and think back to my success today. I was getting close to closing my eyes before I heard a knock on my door. I got up and went to open my door to reveal shawn.

"Hey i just wanted to talk with you before i head to bed." he said while entering my room. I just stayed silent and let him continue not really knowing what to respond with. "What happened at the party wasn't just Emma's fault so don't put the full blame on her." Shawn proceeded to talk. "Oh I wasn't pinning all of the blame on her. Believe me i'm really mad at you. I just havent had the words to speak to you." i say still not in the mood to talk to him about this but it was a talk that needed to happen sooner or later. "Shawn nothing you say will make me forgive you right now." I say just trying to cut this awkward conversation short. "And I understand that but-" Shawn starts to speak again before I cut him off. "No you don't get to say you understand, if you understood you wouldn't have gone after emma in the first place but that's not what happened is it? So unless you could just tell me how long you and emma have been going behind my back then leave and don't let the door hit you on your way out." I say raising my voice. "A couple of months now." shawn said while walking towards my door and walking out signifying that this conversation was over.

I layed back down and tried to clear my head of the conversation and calm myself down. I decided I would try to text Harry and ask if he has come up with any of the rules he said there would be for this plan.

(text messages)

Me-
Hey, have you come up with any rules or what i owe you?

Harry-
Yeah. What you owe me will be a few things and I have a few things planned out but I will make you wait to find out about those, and I have made a long list of rules. I will just type them out, but it will take a minute.

Me-
Come on you can't just tell me what i owe you yet?

Harry-
Nope (:

Me-
Fine, just tell me the rules.

I waited for Harry to send me the list of rules he came up with but it was taking him so long and it seemed like he was typing up a storm. I felt my eyelids grow heavier and I kept trying to stop myself from falling asleep. I eventually couldn't keep my eyes open and just layed down completely and shut my eyes and figured I could read the list tomorrow when I woke up.

Hey so this chapter was kinda inspired by the movie 'To all the boys i've loved before'.I was thinking about putting pictures to show what the house looks like and what Blair and Shawn's room looks like so it might be in the next chapter or soon.

I hope y'all are all enjoying the book so far, also if you ever have any ideas on what i should do in the next chapters to come please don't hesitate to privately message me or leave comments. I will give credit if you ever do give me ideas. Oh and sorry for constantly leaving yall with cliffhangers. Until we meet again!🤍🤍