kiss me; kenma kozume

006; past memories

PAST MEMORIES

"how are you guys doing~?" i asked the two boys that were waiting for me to walk with them.

"i'm hyped! kenma spilled tea to me yesterday and now i-"

"shut up." kenma cut the tall boy off.

"can i know?" i asked calmly, getting closer to kenma.

"no." he said while smiling at me.

"kenma is that how you treat your wife?" kuroo said. judging by the look kenma gave kuroo, with his cheeks red. kuroo is DONE for.

"wife..?" i said while chuckling calmly. why am i his wife?

ain't no complaints.

"remember~ when we were little you gu-"

"yes yes i know and why are you bringing this up now?" i said while making no gestures at kuroo.

why is he talking about that time? that's so long ago. i was totally in love with kenma back then.
you can't blame me.

he was so cute.

the worst thing is probably that he barely changed and the same thing goes with my feelings.
i know kenma hasn't been thinking about me these past years so i didn't really think about him.

but the idea of him made me blush.

i still like him a lot.

"now you've embarrassed her." kenma said. disappointed and embarrassed, while looking at kuroo and faintly pointing at me.

"but you guys are so cute!" kuroo peeped out.

"were." kenma said.

damn.

that had no reason to hurt like this. this makes everything even harder.

i thought about confessing to him after we met again, but considering he probably would be disgusted. i'd rather not.

but,

for what is he so cute?

"damn." i said, in a teasingly offended tone. kenma looked at me and looked like he had a little panic in his head.

"n-no i don't mean- not like- what do you mean?" he also sounds like he's panicking.

"she probably meant that you flat out rejected her just now, without even being asked out. idiot." kuroo spat. laughing as he hopped his way to school with us walking after him in a slower pace.

"i didn't mean to do that." kenma said. looking at me.

"o-oh right. it's all fine! really, i just spat out a word. don't worry." i said. it is really fine, kuroo made this whole thing a bit awkward.

toddler brained ass bitch.

~

school ended.

we didn't have lunch together today, weirdly, i was dragged by lev. who's surprisingly my classmate in math and biology .

lev is really nice and extreme good looking. how longer you look at him how more handsome he gets. i think he said he's like half russian.

cool.

he showed me some pictures of his sister, and she's hella fine.
like how does one just grow up and end up looking like that.

i need to know.

lev is also very cute. he gets offended quickly and cutely and also get's quite flustered whenever i look at him or when our skin touches.

maybe he's not really used to girls.

he seems pretty comfortable though.

i texted kenma i'm waiting in front of the school and he told me that they're coming.

i'm kinda excited to go there, the game shop. or maybe there's more shops. no idea.

i don't really play games that you buy, mostly just download something when i'm bored.

and i also prefer watching drama's sooo

kenma pov

"are you okay?" kuroo asked teasingly.

"shut up."

"you're obviously jealous. you know, if you want to know y/n's feelings towards you or i don't know anyone hmmm LEV????? you could just ask her."

"i'm not jealous. they're just friends." i said. obviously they're just friends, right?

what if they're more than that? it's none of my business si i can't do anything.

"lev likes her though." he said while faintly smirking at me.

what.

i need to talk to lev about this