Fan Service [ OffGun One Shots ]

Sky

“ P'Off? Are you okay? ”  Toy asked him

Off has a schedule for today for his new series but he keeps on checking if Gun already updated something on his IG but it's his almost 12th time to check but still no sign of Gun.

“ I'm fine I was just checking someone ” Off said then put his phone inside his pocket

Gun had been silent for quite some time now that happens after their live on mistine he knows Gun didn't want anymore skinship and all but he keeps on clinging to him that day and now Gun haven't updated his IG that much.

Earlier this year Gun change a bit and Off can noticed that, slowly he's keeping his distance away from him and he didn't know why. Gun didn't hang out that much in the agency even when he's free, Off is hoping that maybe Gun will visit even though he didn't have a schedule just like before but that never happen. He didn't know why maybe because he also change? And the boy is not happy with that. Off is aware that Gun really hates it when someone tries to hug or kiss him when he is not the one who initiate it. Maybe he really did change because Gun is getting older, Gun is already old enough but maybe he's maturing now and he doesn't want that kind of stuff that he used to like before. While he's here getting old and expecting that actions from him now that he stops doing it.

“ toy? ”

“ yes P'Off? ”

“ do you think who among our friends change like they matured ”

He knows he doesn't makes sense on anything but he wants to know if he's the only one who feels this kind of changes or even their friends can feel it too ,he wanna know so he'll know how he would act to it.

“ hmm maybe the young artists? Like Ohm and Chimon? ”

Right, maybe he's the only one.

“ why P'Off? ”

“ nothing, I'll just take a walk there can you call me if the director needs me? ”

“ sure P'Off ”

And with that Off starts to wander at their location, Toy can just look at him he knows something is wrong with his P' when he asks that question, actually he didn't expect that Off will ask him about maturing stuff because he thought he'll ask him more about his self, more about private matters. Toy observed that lately Off has been distracted with something, he's been stressed out but not because of work but something else it's like he's longing on something. He wants to ask and console him but if the older don't want to discuss it then maybe he don't want to talk about it he wants it to keep it to his self and maybe he's not the right person to talk about that matter but he hopes Off can solve this issue because Toy knew Off is the one who is changing not on being matured but something else that Toy couldn't point out.

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4 years? oh! He almost forgot their closely to get in 5 years and for that past years Gun didn't change a bit but now he's slowly changing and he was not ready to it fuck! He doesn't even know that this day will come and now he doesn't know what to do. He hates changes, he wants things to be constant but he knows that's impossible because even him he changed a lot if everything is constant maybe right now he is still the old Off Jumpol that his fans knew.

No hugs, no kisses, no holding hands and maybe him and Gun didn't last that long because of how immature he is way back then and maybe Gun is partnered with someone else. He just smile bitterly at the thought of it, of course that guy is cute and can be paired to anyone else but if he knew that Gun will change when he is so used to his actions Off is sure he'll choose to be a stone cold and didn't changed before instead of being alone today.

If Gun didn't like the way he holds him during the live he could have said it to him but knowing him he will not tell if he's uncomfortable on anything that's a big difference between them. While Off is being transparent on everything about what he likes and what he doesn't like, Gun in the other hand wouldn't say anything he'll keep it to himself and only few people will know what's on his mind and he's not included with those few people.

Yes, maybe they're so close but that's before but even then Gun didn't share his private life to him unlike him he's like an open book to Gun, he knows everything about him. The things he knew? What Gun likes and what isn't? Gun didn't tell that to him. Gun's close friends are the one who told him and the others are just his observation. When the others said that Gun is really professional? He really is, to the point that Off just realizes something. Gun is slowly slipping away from him.

Maybe that's why he has a lot of local drama this year and also Gun. Before he really likes to be in a lakorn but now? Can't he go back to the time when he almost see Gun everyday? He missed that.

He feels something vibrated from his pocket. It was his phone. He checks it and was surprised Gun send him a message he immediately open it

[ P'Off can you tell Toy that Mook will not able to go there she's kind of busy today ]

P'Off... He's still not used to it.

“ Sure ” he texted back. Gun didn't call him papii anymore maybe in front of the camera because Gun said the fans will sure ask why but then he suggested that why stop calling him that way when in front of the camera you'll stil call him like that he just said:

“ P'Off it's inappropriate I need to call you P' and that papii thing is so childish. Let's just stick to P'Off but I'll call you Papii on cam. And didn't you want this? P'Off we're getting older and  if we will be together like this what would our kids will say if they hear me calling you Papii? ”

That hits him hard. Yes they'll not be together like this, eventually they need to separate but can't Gun still be friends with him? But he knows he can't have his ways because Gun will choose what path he will go and he'll be here waiting hoping his Gun will come back.

He took a photo of the sky, he's been doing this lately hoping Gun will get the message but he knows too well that Gun didn't care about it the boy doesn't really visit his profile so how would he know? The only constant that Off thinks is the sky, maybe it will change but that changes is still familiar to you unlike Gun he change but that changes is not familiar to him and maybe he needs to familiarize his self to this changes because he already knew that his old Gun will never be back.