just us | hedric fanfic

twelve (s)

- Harry's POV

As I continued this affair with Draco, it felt so different when I was around him. It was less romantic and more lustful, the opposite as how it was with Cedric. We weren't dating either, it was just platonic kissing and sometimes I'd rub his erection through his tight fitting pants to turn him on. As sexual as that already sounded that's how far we would only go, nothing else.

Sometimes I even wonder if we'll go further than that, maybe date as well. But was I really ready to just let go of Cedric like that? And now that I think of it, why was it all of the sudden that Draco swooped in once Cedric was out of the picture? He used to say the meanest things, but now he likes to moan my name under his breath. It confused me a lot, something felt off.

smut ahead ❤️

It was one of those nights again, we were kissing in the Gryffindor lounge room while we did our best to not wake anyone up. "Harry, maybe it's time for us to move on" Draco said as he ended the kiss. "What you mean?" not getting the memo, "Please suck me off Harry, I really need it this time" Draco begged in a desperate tone. I agreed to it as he positioned himself on the couch, I went on my knees and removed his pants along with his boxers and his erect cock came out

At first I swirled the tip with my tongue then started sucking all of it. I could hear Draco whimper a bit but resisting to be any louder. I sucked a bit harder, hallowing my lips then looked up to see Draco's reaction. He arched his neck looking up while combing his hair, it was cute seeing him struggle, I know he wanted to moan so bad but we'd be in big trouble if someone saw.

Just as I was sucking, Draco suddenly grabbed my head and started to fuck my mouth. I didn't do anything about it and just let it happen, feeling him hitting it deep in my throat. It did feel nice seeing him this way, in his most desperate times. But it wasn't far until he finally came in my mouth, I swallowed it all as he finally pulled out. He put his boxers and pants back on, them he grabbed my chin, tilted my head up for me to receive a kiss from him.

Later we smoked after that. I really don't see the problem with smoking, it doesn't feel as bad as how other people perceived it. But maybe it was mostly because smoking felt fun when Draco was around, always taking turns sharing one cigarette in the same balcony like always. Cigarettes after sex felt so, relieving. Seeing him light it up and exhaling the smoke fancies me in a way I couldn't explain that well. 

Why was it so good to smoke, yet it's so poisonous. Maybe cigarettes just remind me of my relationship with Draco. It feels good to be touched again, but I still think about Cedric. When me and Draco kiss, my mind still thinks of him over and over and I don't get it. I wonder how Cedric would react if he knew about this. Surely he'd be pissed and hate me, but I still wanted him to be my future. Not just the past

i don't even know