Ever thought of Suicide? Imagine this:
You came home from school, having yet, another Horrible day. You came home, go to your room and don't come out. You take out that suicide note that you've written a thousand times before. You pick up that Dull blade for the last time. You go to lock the door and find a pill bottle. With pills lying everywhere, you Close your eyes for the very last time. Your brother tries to walk in to tell you that Dinner is ready but the door is locked. He yells at you "Dinner is ready sissey!" He walks down stairs and tells your parents your door is locked. Your mum knocks multiple times before picking the lock. She walks in only to find your body lying on your bed. She shakes you trying to wake you up. She screams your name as tears fall repeatedly from her face down to the ground. She holds you in her arms as her screams fill the house. Your father and brother rush in. As soon as your dad seen your lifeless body in your mothers arms, he falls to his knees. Tears immediately Fill his eyes, chasing each other down his cheeks. He gets up angry and starts to throw things. "WHY?!" He screams in anger. The next day the principal at your school announces that you have commited suicide. Everyone in your school was shocked. Your school was silent until your Best Friend Crying, she runs to the bathroom and starts to sobb. She sinks down to the floor She doesn't know what to do. Your other friends go to help her but they just sit and cry with her. Your ex, the one who you told everything to, the one who you believed was different, He sat there in shock as tears rolled down his face. He now even questioned himself on why he broke your heart, Why he left you for the other girl. He blamed himself for what you did. Those boys and girls who used to tease you about How you had to go to the therapist Multiple times a week, They now sat regretting all the words they ever said to you, all the names they ever called you. All your teachers now feeling like they were to hard on you, Sat with tears falling freely from their eyes. A few days later was your funeral, Everyone from town came. It was a small town and everyone knew you. They all tried to hide their tears. Everyone shared their most precious and Grand moments they had with you. Your little brother still hasn't been explained to what had happened. He is to little, everyone didn't think he would understand. as everyone was sharing your brother stood up on the Podium. He excused Himself for being rude, No one said anything because he was your little brother, he had the right. He stood tall, wiping away his tears he simply said, " I may be little. I may be small. But one thing my sister has taught me, is to stand Tall. She taught me to stay strong and fight on! She taught me that no matter how small or how old i am, Make my voice heard! For all of you who bullied or disrespected my big sissey in any way, you made the biggest mistake of your life. My sister was so nice ans caring. She was the only One who understood me. Yeah i am young, but i have a lot to worry about, even at my age. My parents fight non- stop. My puppy died because of mean people who don't like animals. My sister used to cut and i couldn't ever get her to stop.Even this, why we are here today, I may be young, but that DOES NOT mean you can hide my sissey killing herself from me! She hadbeen writing things over and over again but never let me read them. She tried to hide her cuts from me, but it never worked. The morning before her death she finally let me read all of her writings. They were so depressing and they hurt me deeply because they showed how she really felt. They said everything that she never had the strength to Say." Your mum and dad were sitting in the first row, Now Sobbing worse than before. Everyone was stunned. "No one Deserves the pain she felt NO ONE! I hope that everyone who ever bullied my sister, or anyone ever, has learned their lesson.!" With those last words your little brother walked to your open casket, now standing on the little step at the bottom of the podium to higher him up, He kissed your wrist where your scars from cutting were. "I love you sissey. May you fly with the other angeles." No body spoke. They all just looked at him in amazement. He was so little but so strong. He was the only one who read your suicide note, He held it close to him every night, crying still. He cut himself as he grew older. As the days passed your school was silent, your teachers were quiet, and your town was Dead. Everyone in your school stayed to themselves. your little Brother now only 8 years of age, Smokes. Your friends and family go to therapy 3 times a week. your Brother couldn't take the pain and ended his life at the age of 15.
Don't do something you will forever regret. Before you end Your life remember what you mean to everybody. Remember that there are people who care. Talk to some one on how you feel. Stay Strong. You have your whole life ahead of you, please Don't end it now.
